feeling very healthy nowadays because i eat rice, meat, and vege everyday.. i actually feel fat! haha.. btw, i don't care because exam is coming and i need nutrition!! :)

i slept at 4am yesterday but still very energetic except that i was reluctant to wake up at 7am in the morning for 8am class!! =,= was freaking tired. my eyes barely open!! but i think it was worth it because i studied at least!!. :D

have been studying biochemistry the whole day since 1pm.. and i'm only half way done. so sad right? :(

i have many weekly lectures to cover!!
still thinking wanna sleep at 7pm - 10pm so that i can stay up late to study OR to go to library after washing dishes.... thinking thinking............

Hey friend friend!! :D :D :D

Its 2.16am now.. and i'm proud of myself that i can stay up until so late today! hahaha... usually i'll just doze off at 12 sumthing. :)
All the best for me and my friends for summative exams.. next wednesday! GO GO GO

Sandra is Alive!! :)

Hehe.. waiting for my update? :D
There u go.. a short one at least to tell u i'm still alive! hahaha

Basically, i feel so happy.. ALL IN A SUDDEN!! thank Holy Spirit!! AMEN! hahaha.. :D

Exam is in dunno how many days, dun wanna count! but its next wednesday!! Oh MY!!
need to get myself to sit down and study until dunno what time after washing dishes and bath!!
I LOVE YOU ALL!! :) :) :)
i think i care what u think, what u do, and i just like to see u! hahaha.. :D

:) hahahhaa..... *sorry i am crazy*

Updates...

today is a not so productive on studies man. :(
i wish to have classes on so that i can like push myself to listen to lecture..
i sleep more than study today!!!
bet i'll be super duper energetic tonight, so i think by right i should study until late night.

have been staying here for 2 weeks already,
not eating rice and pieces of meat for almost 2 weeks..
but i accidentally ate rice yesterday!! haha.. just a little, don't worry
i'm feeling good and healthy! :)

until now, i actually can't believe that i'm a medical student..
i was a college students few months ago..
and now i'm a uni student studying in medical school..
this is pretty awesome..
what more should i ask for? :)

i just want to thank God for everything in my life
its all His glory! :)
i enjoy and feel honored to be a Christian, and i'm not ashamed of it!

Christmas is around the corner,
I'm so excited! wheee... :)
IMU CF is having the celebration, and my design on invitation is done..
i think it is SUPER NICE and ATTRACTIVE!! haha.. *sorry i Perasan*

Its all about hapiness.. :)

if you happy and you know it clap your hands *piak piak*

Yes, i want to be happy everyday.. for everyday i live in this earth..
I just wanna be happy, as simple as ABC
i'll try my best to be as happy as i can be! :)
say no to emo
say no to laziness
say no to hatred
say no to irritated feelings
say no to negative emotions

and Happy Studying to myself and friends.. brommmm... *hard coring my lecture notes* :)

I been to the Top of The Mountain now!

Its on the beautiful Saturday that i went for hiking.. frankly speaking. its more on mountain climbing than hiking.. but i had all the fun and unforgettable memories.. :)

Sunrise

Its very tiring. no doubt... but we conquered 7 peaks!! :D
its totally amazing.. :)

Updates...

Aloha! :)
today is 9th November 2010, Tuesday.

Had "Kidney Function" lecture today and it doesn't really go into my brain as my mind keep thinking of other stuffs. Why not concentrating man? hm.. but no worries, most of it already learn in A levels. So, just read back Mr. Agas's notes! yeah. :)

Had a terrible dream yesterday until i feel so scared bout my Summative exam now u see!! i dreamt i scored badly in that until my parents got so angry and disappointed bout me. :(
It was really bad.. hmmm...

Tomorrow's lecture is basically the end of this week because the thursday and friday time table consider useless which is case study and communication skills in healthcare..
who cares right? i bet many ppl will skip thursday and friday. even my groupmate for thursday presentation is skipping man. :(

Sandra's new hairstyle.. :D

Before





After

There.. u see the difference?! :)
basically why i cut my hair is that there's split ends.. which i am super sad of it.. if not i wouldn't have cut it so short.. and cutting fringe is not what i wanted at first, but my mom suggested it.. So, why not give a try.. *for ur information, my mom is my hair stylist!! * :)


Based on the 2 photos, I confirmed gained weight during the Deepavali break..
Its time to keep fit! :) cheers..

Hey dude!! my new hairstyle! :D

Amazed? Surprised?!?! hahaha.... :) :) :)
I HAVE BEEN EATING ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT!!! OMG...
from tomorrow onwards. i'll reduce meat and rice!!!! fish is alright but not pieces of chicken or pork... arghhh!!! I AM SO FAT NOW!!!

I should be happy...
but why now? hmmm...

Good things often come and go SO FAST..

Hold it. or Let it go. :)

Sigh Sigh Sigh!
HAIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

Sunday Is Good!! :)

Thank God Its Sunday!!! :) :) :)
i love Sundays because i'll be going for class the next day..
am really looking forward for classes.. though i have many lecture notes to catch up.. hmm
going for classes = more notes to read..
i'm weird huh? :P but still I LIKE!!!!

Currently waiting for parents finish with the appointment
then we will be heading to Sunway for shopping!!
i am in need of black skirts, and also not-so-high heels! :D :D :D
hope i'll be able to get it today. hahaha.. i want more shoes!! oh yeah

i'm hungry btw... hahaha

YEAYY! a good day again! :)

I C U I Y S! :D n I (L) Y C! hahahhaa...

Yeah. i'm kinda happy today. :) have been happy for few days already. hmm!! :P and i love it so much. something really made my life. and i have more things to look forward each and everyday.

Yes, i've done with laundry.. bout ironing not so cuz the iron is SPOILT.!! of all the iron i have at home and i brought the defect one! sad case right..
So i have all the time in the world. i shall study now! YES! for u i will study hard. :) :)

M (L) J M W I C U! :)

hahahhaha......

hey! :) Thank God its Sunday. hahaha..
i can go back to Bkt. Jalil to study!! yeahh yeahh...

PM7, we made ourself proud! :)

just wanna update little again.. :)
was thinking about 0901 PM7 again..
all the ppl like Shiarn, Champ, Guo Jing, Huay Ling, Jenn Ai, Wei Hong, Ching, Kai San, Fui Yin etc etc..
owh!!! i am missing them so badly actually.. for those who went to IMU still not bad la. actually cuz i get to see them everyday!heehee..

Was chatting with wei hong, and he was saying we have future doctors, chiropractors, pharmaceutical scientist, engineers.. all sounds so professional compared to last time when we ask them what they wanna become. and their answer is. I DON'T KNOW... n know u see. all of us are heading to the great future which full with excitements and professionalism.. :)

I wish u all guys ALL THE BEST!! :) love u guys alot...

This week is the Ecomergency Week in IMU. and me and Yvonne pack lunch from one of the stalls, using this paper made container (like the polystyrene) to put the food.. the food is AWESOME!! awww..... and i eat too much!

i wanna maintain my weight or even lose some of the reserves. please! hahaha.. :P
today's internet is functioning perfectly well.. i shouldn't have waste it right? :D

i think i'm PMS-ing!! T.T someday happy and i can be quite emo the next day leh... please don't tell me i have mental disorder, its just the beginning of my medical degree...
Friends, i will try to update frequent.. at least to let u know what i have been up to? :)

CHEERS! and God Bless You

Monday Blue??

Hey.. writing here again yeah.! means my internet is functioning.. :D
Today is Monday. and i think its pretty blue because i can't seem to get HIGH. or am i PMS-ing? :P

eating in my room again. owh GOSH. :(
i wonder how long am i going to eat alone.. haiz..
its not a very good day for me to social today.. hmm..

TIME will fix it for me...

Hmm. i know u won't see this post but i am having a mixture of feelings towards u. Sorry. btw, this is a girl and what i meant for mixture feelings is that i think good things bout her, and i am so glad that i met her in IMU, but sometimes i think not so good bout her.. *its not the girl who u see in the previous post*

I think i observe too much on ppl nowadays.. i'm sorry.. maybe what i have been thinking this few days was wrong. awww!! i don't know... i felt so sorry... :( i think too much. Maybe its because i didn't get much attention from the seniors whom u're closed with when u're beside me, so i am on my own way to build up friendship among our batchmates.. and i might just walk away from ur sight or start to ignore u a little.. :( i know this is very selfish, but this feelings is coming from my heart... i'm trying my very best to get rid of it. i just need time... forgive me will you? sorry... i know u're good to me.. but i don't know how to face u sometimes.

Then, i realized why i have such bad thinking.. i'm kinda used to be the center of attraction among my friends and seniors, i talk lame things and do stupid act with my high school friend.. so when somebody is like replacing my position.. i feel so uneasy.
i admit i wasn't that outgoing and socialize in the beginning, but i'm trying my very best to reveal who i am now.. and i'm perfectly on the right track now. so what i need now is just TIME.

Forgive me for this useless and stupid thinking.. How i wish i can tell u the truth but i couldn't cuz i know i will hurt u by telling u all bout this.. :(

My Life is Great :)

I am like this Happy this few days.. but a little annoyed by 2 of my group mates. which is so annoying and rude!!! gonna burst all the blood capillaries very soon if i always stick to them which i won't!! hahaha.. :P

Basically, i think i'm quite high this few days..hahha.. :)
GOOD SIGN GOOD SIGN!! and daddy mummy is coming to see me tomorrow! yes i will have GOOD DINNER!! wao wao wao!!! :) *flying kisses to everywhere*

Yesterday was Group 6 BBQ night. and i think it was pretty awesome.. hahhaa.. :P and photos already uploaded and i like Group 6 ppl to the max. Not forgetting my dearest batchmates!! all treating me well.. :P :P
i'm liking my life so so so much! :) :) :)

a little update from me today. :)

hey hey... :)
Its been a busy day again today.. really WHAT A DAY!!
started with lectures in the morning and followed by MMS until 11.30.
went for AMSA and Helen Keller welcoming party FOR FOOD! yes. FOR FOOD... as u know, FREE FOOD means no need to PAY... haha.. got to save $$ what. :)
after that went for CF worship practice, then went to carrefour to buy tomorrow's senior appreciation night food... after buying, went to Clare's house to marinate those chicken. and the chicken really smell niceeeeee...
Jeane, u can buy some chicken and marinate urself.. use sour plum sauce(李锦记), ginger sauce, and add some vinegar!! i'll tell u the taste tomorrow.. BBQ it!! :P :P

i think i am mixing well with my friends well.. start to making friends with ppl from other groups. and it feels so good.. and i'm seeing the real me in action! praise god.. :)
tomorrow is friday.. CF CF CF!! will worship god tomorrow. yeayyyyyy..... :)

Busy Busy Busy!!

hey hey.. its me again!! its 7.49am now.. i am writing a blog to express my feelings.. today is Monday, the beginning of the week... i find that i'm way too busy.. too busy for everything.. i want to stop ALL my unnecessary activities, i'm serious. i'm kinda sick of those activities about IMU.. like attending welcoming party for each clubs and society, and also the practices and task given, charity home visit photos all.. its driving me crazy...
for say Tuesday(tomorrow), OMG... u know what.. my original schedule is 8.00am - 10.15am is lecture, 10.30am - 12.30pm is the First Aid club welcoming party, 1.00am - 2.00pm is my CF cell group meeting(for this i don't mind cuz its related to God, i'm willing to take out my time), and 5.45pm is my choir practice... i am basically just packed with activities... i don't know what makes me joining so many clubs and society that day, but i am sure i want to commit myself to CF no matter what.. i want to know more about God.. other clubs can put aside..
I have many lecture notes to be completed, thought of grounding myself today.. *grounded means no computer but study* FAILED.. cuz i used my laptop to design the magazine page for Mr. X says... i hope this is the last one... i don't want to do anything already.. i am so dead now.. i got 3 weeks lectures now!!! arghhh.. i want to scream... AHHHHHHH!!!!

i have got the book, all i have now. everything is on me now.... I PROMISE I WILL START REVISING FROM TODAY ONWARDS. EFFECTIVE REVISION!!! RAWR!!!!!!
oh yeah, this is my latest look! :P

yeah.. so this is the blue eye me with my closest friend in IMU. her name is See Hui. :) why is my head always bigger than other ppl.. owh!!

最近的雨天心情

终于可以用华语字写了。今天有一点emo叻！FirstAid 成绩出炉了，可是榜上无我名。真是可悲咯！虽说这个考试不重要，但他好像在代表着什么东西。我第二次去看榜，被我发现的。。我的组有很多人都pass。是不是God知道我会更努力读书才放我跟他们同组，可以给我推动力？？可是我真的emo咯！！
不懂我是不是过于敏感，我再没有勇气将我的成绩让人欣赏。。已经好久好久没有拿好成绩了。。

还记得那天去IMU交ptptn form时，遇见my friend。。我们互相检查文件，他好像看到我A-levels的成绩。检查完了，他漏了一份bank statement。那晚，我FB留言给他，问他有交setem hasil 吗？可是他没有回我。。不懂是他没看见，认不出我是Sandra，还是看小我，不要睬我？可是，昨天他又有跟我打招呼啦。。是否过于敏感？天天都有好像被看贬的感觉。。有种无形的压力，可是这是我应该受的，因为若我努力考好不管是A-levels，还是first aid test。。今天就不用写这些！

到今天，我还是好像觉得我跟新朋友都还有隔膜。摸不清，也搞不懂。。我一直以为我很会认识新人。可是，不懂为什么就是越大越不会了！！噢！！

i have already privatized my blog. :) only good friends allowed here.. haha..

I am still alive.. friend.. :)

Sorry to keep u guys waiting. :)

so now, i'll update my blog with my 2 weeks orientation in IMU in summary alright?...

As u all know, i already got into IMU and my first day in IMU was 23th August 2010, which is a very new beginning of my life. :) *loves* i felt so excited over IMU and was a totally fresh meat there...

For the first day, i wore formal dress to IMU with my high heels.. and the heels killing me this 2 weeks... =,= OH MAN~ we started with collection of white coat(with the word MEDICAL printed on), welcome address from the president of IMU and Dean of Medic faculty, followed by Pledge of professionalism by SRC president. We also had our ME2 10 photography session, and also personal photo taking for ID.. and a little briefing on orientation by the Orientation Committee for the end of the program of the day.

The second day, the whole batch is still very enthusiastic. most of the people turned up. :) And this is the day i got to know my orientation groupmates... and i am proud to say i am from GROUP 6!!!!!!! :D Group 6 really rocks.. even the seniors are cool... :) Just incase, seniors by means they are one batch or more faster than us. some of them are of the same age as me.. or even younger than me. how can it be right? haha.. :P and that night itself we had ice breakers.. so basically.. DIRTY TIME BEGINS from the 2nd day of my uni life.

The third day, people start skipping PPD session.. which wasn't a suprise.. My group practice on dress code, variety night and so.. what we do is.. we will have supper after every event at night.. why supper?? to bond and viva.. VIVA is a heart to heart talk. we were asked whether we're attached? how was our love life? how many EXs we had? everything they want to know, we have to say.. hhahaa... :) i wonder when is MY turn to ask yeah? 6 more months to go... oh yeah.

So today is the last day of my orientation, i really had fun.. never had orientation for 2 weeks before.. even taylors, we only have 1 day.. or half a day only.. heehee...

So, i will be starting lectures next week.. wish me all the best... and Friends who are reading this.. I ACTUALLY MISSES U GUYS ALOT ALOT!! :) *HUGS AND LOVES*

not ready yet...

hey guys.. i'm in Bukit Jalil hostel already!! i wanted to write this post in chinese but it is not installed yet. So english post again.. hmm..

i feel like i'm not ready for uni to start, am not really sure whether i'm over-excited.. or over-nervous or i'm really not ready.. no doubt, i'm happy to get in here and also getting a nice room over here. but somehow the feel is not there.. hmm. maybe after my first day in IMU i'll get it.. and by then, i can tell u more bout my day in IMU. :)

THANK YOU GOD! Love you God. Amen!!!

New Chapter Begins Now! :)

Hereby closing a chapter of my life and another chapter of my life begins! :)

I am starting a brand new journey in my life. I got into IMU, and i found a room yesterday! :) everything seems to come smoothly after getting the news that i'm 100% confirmed in IMU.

.Praise God.

For now, i am very satisfied with my life now. Very very very!! :) i wanna scream for happiness!! i am very excited and looking forward for Uni to start. awesome awesome. i don't have to sit at home and do nothing. Currently still sorting out those A levels books, and clean up my room before i leave for Bukit Jalil. My wardrobe is full, and its time to shift some of my clothes to Bukit Jalil too!! hahaha.. we girls love to buy clothes. :)

So would u like to ask me how did i spend my 2.5 months holiday? Well, i went for CAL graduation night, Redang trip with classmates, birthday celebrations with friends and family, outing mostly with Ching Yan, busy doing my Uni stuffs.. So this is what i do basically. :D and NOW!! i wanna studyy... *sorry for those who has not enough time for studies, assignments and others* BUT I WANT TO!! :)

i will update soon!! :) last outing will be with my beloved bestie!! wohooo.. *loves*

Double Happiness!! :)

Call me a Legal Driver!! :D i got a P!! yeayyy.. i mean i got it last thursday. so yeah. :)

and a future doctor wanna be! or u can just call me Dr. Sandra from now!! hahaha...

I passed through the crossway! i thank you everybody for the non-stop prayers.

Prayers were answered!! thank you everybody!! :D :D :D i appreciate it alot. seriously..

There's none other feeling much happier than getting what u want in life.

i can't believe i made it through. OMG. thank God.. thank you thank you.

I'm gonna start Uni next monday (23th August)!!! yeayyyyyyyyyy....!!! IMU, here i come! hahaha... :D and ehm, no rooms for me to stay now. but i'm going there to see tomorrow... wanna pray for room to stay and of course GOOD HOUSEMATES PLEASE!!! :)

its 12th August 2010 now.......
12.19am..

how will i feel at 7am?.. OMG

I don't know how to describe myself now.
i think i'm too nervous and tensed about my results.
my stomach is aching. stomach is cold..
at the same time..
My heart is cold and non stop beating HEAVILY..
owh god.. Please let me have good peace this Thursday..

My heart never stop beating hard..

hey, sorry for not updating this few days.. i apology for any not-so-entertaining-time (i assume) when u click on my link. hahaha.. :P
yesterday was my mom and brother's birthday. we just had a very simple lunch together, which is with other ppl as well.. the lunch cost us around RM 650.00 for 12 ppl. so that's it.

thinking that 12th August is coming nearer day by day. the feeling of excitement, nervous is getting more and more. the worst is that whenever i think of my results, i can feel my heart beat so hard.. LUB DUP.. LUB DUP.. and my mind will start all sort of imagination on my results..
i wonder why there's SO MANY happenings this coming thursday.
Firstly, i'll be knowing my A levels results at 8am in the morning.. followed by driving test. maid is coming for cleaning(both chinese and indon), badminton with ching yan and teng.. oh so busy day. if the first one is satisfactory, i believe everything will go smoothly.. :)
So everybody, please pray hard for me! i just want to get what i want..

Other than my A levels friends, i think none will actually understand what i am going through the "heat".

All i want to say is just

I WANT GOOD RESULTS TO ENTER IMU!!!!

8 days to an important day! :D

tell me what's the date today!!! OH NO!! its 4th August. and...
results is out on 12th!


8 8 8 8 8 8 8 8 8 8 8 8 8 8 8 days to worry.. :(
i hope what i'm worrying now is just a waste.. say GOD BLESS ME to me alright? i need blessings..

So Poh's birthday :)

Happy Birthday To You,

Happy Birthday To You,

Happy Birthday to LIM CHING YAN

Happy Birthday To You! :)

From, ur beloved bestie since form 1!!! :D

Rain because couples are breaking up?

Its very cloudy now.. HEY, i have my driving lesson on in few mins time! WTH.. NOOOO...

Ok, why do i keep seeing breaking up recently? =,= this is ridiculous shit. You know why? i see them a good couple but they are broke up now! What in the world is happening..
okok.. i mind my own business alright? but hey, i'm bored. you know? this is known as concern! :)
i really pray hard for my other friends, appreciate the one u have including ur parents and siblings and even friends surrounding you!
when u're in relationship, some of them couldn't care much bout their family. but once they are separated with their gf/bf, its the family and friends who support them all the way.

So, should u abandon ur family when u're in relationship? and HOW DARE YOU IF YOU DO SO! hmm?

Driving lesson 3

Tomorrow is another driving lesson! the 3rd one already..

I RULE U MANUAL CAR!! RAWR!! :D

Ways to Handle Stress

Signs of S-T-R-E-S-S!! Be careful and beware!!!

But don't worry.. please do as follow! :D

1. Talk! Don't hold all your feelings within! Discuss your stressful feelings with someone you trust who will listen without being judgmental or pressuring you to their own point of view. Even if you can't change the immediate situation, talking about it helps alleviate some of the tension you may be feeling. Supplement the verbalizing with something physical: write it out, exercise or hit a pillow.

2. ACT! Be willing to take risk and make change, no matter how small. Try to change the stressful situation, or at least some part of it. Moving forward in small ways helps you feel empowered and in control. Put one foot in front of the other to move in a positive direction. Soon, the stress will lessen.

3. LISTEN TO YOUR BODY! If you learn about how your body reacts to stress, you can also learn how to counter that stress. Learn to listen to your body's signals and find ways to reduce your stress, even if it's just "taking five" to clear your mind. Relaxation exercises (E.g. Yoga, meditation, physical exercise) help, too.

4. BE IN CHARGE! Discover what you need to feel good about yourself and get your needs met. Another way to reduce your stress is to find an interest, hobby or activity where you feel in charge and call the shots. If you really feel out of control, don't stay silent and alone! Seek guidance from someone who is qualified to help you get through the obstacles, and move forward again. If you can't find someone qualified in your neighborhood or you don't feel as though you can talk to someone "in person" try a qualified internet counselor. If you would like to talk to ME (Advice Sister Alison) you can find information at http://www.advicesisters.net/getpersonaladvice3.html

5. DON'T OVERWHELM YOURSELF: If you are stressed and overwhelmed, perhaps you are trying to handle too much. Rid yourself of extra duties that aren't necessary or important. Learn how to delegate and how to say "no" without feeling guilty. Ask for help if you need it.

6. GET AWAY: Sometimes a change, however small, can do wonders for your spirit. Forget it all for a while--escape! Go somewhere new for a few hours, or a few days if you can afford to. If not, it may be helpful just to "get away" to a warm bath for a little while! A good article on how to create an easy spa experience at home is at:http://www.advicesisters.net/WWarchives/wwarcspa3.html

7. PRIORITIZE: You may not be able to avoid all the responsibilities obligations you currently have, but you can learn how to complete them without resentment and consciously choose how you will handle them.

8. EXTEND YOURSELF: Make your own life better by making someone else's life better. Give of yourself. Volunteer! You will feel empowered, positive, important...and you will be! Visit http://www.volunteermatch.com and choose an organization you believe in!

9. MAKE SUCCESS HAPPEN! If you can't change the world, change yourself! Learn how to love yourself as you are, while you work towards your goals. Then, make a commitment to yourself to start improving the things about yourself and your life that (you believe) need it. Instead of immediate, dramatic change, learn to enjoy the journey of lifelong self-improvement. You are always a work in progress. For life & career advice, visit ASK ALISON - Managing Your Life & Career at:http://www.metrotribe.org/askalison.html for love and relationship advice, visit THE ADVICE SISTERS Relationship Tools For Winners Web Sitehttp://www.advicesisters.net/

10. SOCIALIZE: Spend time with family and friends for love and support. Don't be afraid to enjoy yourself! Appreciate friendship and let others know you care about them, too. Love may not conquer all, but it's a great start!

11. LEARN HOW TO BE HAPPY: One thing all of life's winners have in common is a sense of well-being, a positive attitude and realistic goals. Focus on the good things about yourself, and in your life. Nobody's perfect. Learn to enjoy the "little things" that make you happy. Count your blessings. Every day, write down on a slip of paper one thing you are grateful for, even if it's just a sunny day, a friend's phone call, your cat's happy purr. Put this "blessing" in a jar along with a dollar or more. Do this for one month. At the end of the month read all those slips of paper and you will realize that life is better than you think! Use the money to do something really special for yourself, or donate it to charity.

Adapted from somewhere in the internet! :P

Another Good Memory in July :)

Hey, am updating about an existing event on the 24th June, Saturday!! :)

It was so awesome that day! it started with MRCS award presentation in the afternoon! wheee.. i got the Meritorious Service Medal! :) its super nice and i'm glad for getting it after all the sweat and tears!! hehehe.. i am very proud of myself actually. :)

My medal!! :) :)

3 generations of RC from 08 - 10

Partner in Crimes of RC

After the ceremony, i reached home around 6.30pm. feeling sorry to Yoke Ching cuz she has been there waiting for me in front of my house quite long already :( sorry babe!!Then, Dixie called me and asked where am i, and i told her i'm going to bath and she's like WHAT? u asked us to come at 6.30pm and u 6.30pm only bath!! after bathing and everything, me and ching went out at 7pm. We went to Sportivo for dinner, its basically a late birthday and also gathering with everyone after not seeing each other for long. Imagine Dixie's present was only given to her where she's a January baby!! heehee.. At that night, i have Ching Yan, Kwai Chan, Dixie, Vanessa, Yoke Ching, Chloe, Wai Shee, Stephanie, Jian Li, Phui Gi, Ze Ying, Wei Kang and Kok Peng with me! hahaha... It was so awesome. Dixie asked me to go to the toilet to tell me her problem just to let Ching Yan keep the cake at the waiter's counter. NAUGHTY! hmmm~ :D after eating, all of us busy chatting here and there... the band was there singing already.. we were enjoying ourself.. Suddenly, my friends holding two cakes to me.. and all my friends and the band sang Happy Birthday song to me! awesome awesome.. :D The boss, boss's wife(i think), the waiters of Sportivo wished me happy birthday :) And after blowing the cake, Dixie pressed the candle into the cake asking me to use my mouth to bite it out.. =,= i know they will push my head into the cake. i warned them not to do it.. i refuse!! and they say, okay lah.. i won't push.. i won't push.. but its a LIE!! my nose and cheek has chocolate.. after that only i knew its Kwai Chan, Dixie and Vanessa pushed my head down.. "I WILL REMEMBER YOU"!!! :P Then, Vanessa put more chocolate on my face and licked it!! and everybody says "YERRRRRRRRR" hahhaa... this is my crazy ballet friend!! :D As usual, camera flash everywhere that night! :D

Cake from Sportivo (Thank you)

My partner in Taylors! :D :D

*loves*

My beloved! :)

And You can call me a 19th Years Old young lady now~ :)

Sandra wants to sing!!

Sandra wants to sing!!

Sandra wants to sing!!

Sandra wants to sing!!

Sandra wants to sing!!

UV and HOT SUN! :@

Hey Hey!! do u feel the heat?! oh gosh... i am still feeling dizzy because of the HOT SUN during my driving lesson especially during the parking practice. ish ish... Moreover, UV ray around 12pm is the worst!!! My FACE!!!! :( :( my right hand got sun burnt!! arghhh!! :S

okay, my mom asked me to learn the Nobody dance yesterday. and both of us were dancing according to the youtube tutorial.. so funny... :P my leg and back is little aching now! hahhaa.. when i do the so call sexy post, i can feel my vertebrate not that flexible and i heard "clack clack clack".. hehehe.
Sandra really needs to move more.. hmmm.. :P

Sandra is 19 years old! :)

I am officially 19 years old. and I'm sorry for not updating bout my birthday on that night itself because i was too tired... :P But pictures always tell better words than i do~ hahah.. maybe some of u guys have already seen those pictures uploaded on FB. but formally i should write a little bout my 19th Birthday here.. :)

It is 16th July i went to KL to celebrate with my family. Had lunch with my eldest brother at Jalan 3, Chan Sao Lin for fish head!! LET ME TELL YOU! it is super nice okay! hahaha.. the fish stomach is so tasty, even the lips of the fish is nice!! * usually i don't eat those! I HATE FISH STOMACH * after lunch, i went to Sunway Pyramid for shopping. my mom bought me 1 blouse and 1 dress as present and some cash in the bank from daddy and mummy.. hahaha.. *LIKE LIKE LIKE* At night, had dinner with second brother followed by ice cream as desserts! :)

and 17th July- My birthday!! :) i think i have almost 200 friends in FB wished me. kinda happy.. :P :P wanna give a big thank you to u guys... to some who didn't wished me.. i don't blame u because everything that happened has a meaning behind especially its on my birthday!! :D :D So, i went for the MRCS Award Presentation rehearsal in the afternoon. and Just before my dad start the car at home, the car battery dies off!! i think its because i was too "ONG" that day and burned the battery! hahaha.. :D After the rehearsal, Mei Sann (my RC junior) said i can follow her car to Ching Yan's house.. so i just followed her to the opposite mall to buy her nephew a birthday present. we walk and walk and walk..Ching Yan called me and she said she'll fetch me. i don't know how we went to McDonalds.. .. and i told them i must leave as Ching Yan is there waiting outside.. Sher Lu's face expression betrayed her and i knew there's something weird happening around. I went to throw rubbish then, i saw Michele and Joyce holding a cake and a candle sets.. They sang "Happy Birthday To You, Happy Birthday To You, Happy Birthday To Sandra, Happy Birthday To You!!" hahaha.. i didn't expect the candle set.. its pretty romantic! hehe. :P The ppl passed by joined them singing too.. so funny.. haha!! I went to ACS annual campfire.. the scout build a bamboo boat and i went up with ching yan and her kai ma to take photo.. nice!! :) everything is cool.. we took pictures, and Ching Yan gave me present when i reached home. thank you. i'll wear it when i go IMU okay.. :P Thanks Yi Jin for the blogspot post!! :) last year was Dixie's long long post and this year is Yi Jin's short post but nice pictures of mine! hahaha..

i am looking forward for the saturday post-birthday celebration! :P it is also a gathering with friends who make my high school life a wonderful memories to remember! :)

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Tada!! :)
My new blog design!! It tooks quite some time to do the entire thing but the effect is satisfactory! :)

I'm kind of occupied this week as there's activities keep me busy. I went for Hep B booster and dental appointment on Monday, met with Vanessa and Jia Nie on Tuesday, and driving lesson today. I will be cleaning my room tomorrow as my mom gave me a dateline and she said :"By this Sunday, if u haven't clean ur room and I'm not satisfied. I will cane you!!" she seems serious. =.= so i better keep it nice and clean. On Friday, my birthday eve, I will be a celebrating with my family. and Saturday is MY BIRTHDAY!!! My 19th birthday!!! :) But i'm going rehearsal for the MRCS Award presentations, might be going to campfire at night as few of my friends requested me to join them. i think i will go since my parents allowed. hehe.. :)

See Yah! :)

RATatouille??

Don't get me wrong, I'm not going to talk about Ratatouille, a rat named Remy dreams of becoming a great French chef despite his family’s wishes and the obvious problem of being a rat in a decidedly rodent-phobic profession.

What i am talking about is.. THERE'S A RAT IN THE MAID'S ROOM!!! after since my maid went home and didn't come back. the room is turned into a store room!! hehe.. It stores so many things that allow this baby rat to hide during day time and out at night to crave for food.. my mom thought is the baby rat bite the potato!! eeeeeeeeeeewwww!!!! :(

How we found out the "thief"?? (As the chinese symbolise rats as thieves) While the chinese aunty came and clean the store room, she saw the tail and she screamed... "HAK SEI NGO ERRRRRRR" hahaha.... then the pest control ppl came, and my mom put the dried octopus inside the trap to trick the baby rat into the trap.. so this morning, the baby rat is trapped inside.. and my dad hang the trap with rat inside on the gate.. i pity because its only the length of my palm!! T.T i'm sure it will die by tonight because of the hot sun shining on the rat.. so.. haiz!

although some ppl like to keep rodents as pets, such as mice.. but not me please... :P

Random days at home 1

Hello peeps! :)

Today is another day of failure.. boredom hits me strongly again, felt so mood-less for the whole day. hanging at home doing nothing besides walking around, eat, lying on the carpet while watching TV, online, and what else? =,= Playing piano is no longer an activity to keep my time filled, the piano scores are all boring.. i played it over and over again. and its just grade 3 standard! :P any grade higher is difficult for me now because i didn't practice for so long.. :(

well, i should appreciate my holiday... i will try to persuade myself. dun worry... i will try hard!!

i got a letter from Red Crescent Society of Negeri Sembilan regarding the MRCS Awards Presentation!.. FINALLY.. I've been waiting for so long.. :) and the letter is here.. the rehearsal is on my birthday~ WTH! =.= that's bad. i have to go for the rehearsal.. anyway, there's nothing special on my birthday because no one ask me out on that day yet! haiz.. so i consider RC booked me on my birthday. WHAT A SPECIAL BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION WITH THE RC ppl~ aikz! According to the officer(who went to Puteri enrolment last Saturday), the red crescent society of negeri sembilan didn't had it for 3 years already.. that's why i'm receiving it so late.. i keep my RC uniform until TODAY~ but i think i lost my land yard, cap.. not sure whether those buttons are here. and my belt is lost too i assume. haiz..

today is 7th July. 10 more days.. hahaha~ i'm waiting for the day to come! :)

Lately, there's dramas happening around!!

Drama Drama Drama!! Facebook is not a good thing. ewww!!

my friend is asking me to cancel my account in FB to avoid seeing those dramas which will affect my mood, and also stop me from being so busybody!! hahaha. should i? or should i not.?

No! No! No!

FACEBOOK?!?! -NO, nothing interesting already-

MSN??!! -NO, boring!! =,=-

BLOG?? -No?? when i have nothing to write and YES when i have thoughts in my mind-

友情那么脆弱吗？

突然感觉。。
身边朋友不再像以前那样，
那是你的不察觉，还是你的不在乎？
嗨。。。。。 我叹气～

从来都没有尝试过那样，
是不是我们的友情已经经不起时间的考验？

我一直都相信我们会在一起。。
可是，一毕业就各散东西。。
嗨。。。 我又叹气～

Today is a Good Day

Yeah! :) 46/50 for Undang test.. wohooo...
I will try to write longer for today because there's no more to worry in the mean time.

I reach my dad's office around 10.00am, and i called the driving Uncle..
Me : Hello Uncle, I'm at my dad's office already.
Uncle : Har? today exam meh? i thought u say next Friday? okok.. i come now.
Me : ok..

At the examination centre..
I saw a girl came out from the computer room, shaking her head to her friends..
The Girl : *shakes head again* i got 31 only (in mandarin)
Me : *in my heart* My God, what if i don't pass.. :(

The Malay lady called LIEW PEI YEE!!!
oppsy, my turn! she took photograph, finger scanning.. and ask me to enter the room and do the test at computer 1
before i start my test, and i pray to God!! :)
Colour Blind and another test - Lulus
There my 50 questions goes... after clicking Keputusan.. DANG!!!!!!! 46/50!!
I said "YES" quietly.. and i left the room.. WITH JOY. :D

I called Uncle to come and fetch me
Me : Hello Uncle, i finish already..
Uncle : Har? so fast ar?!!? u passed or not?
Me : Passed already.. hehe
Uncle : OK, I'll come now..

I noticed that i used 15 minutes for the test only. I consider its pretty fast?! because my parents and the driving uncle were amazed! :)
Okay, back to my post...

Facebook has been doing a great job by keeping me update with my friends. Updates like friends got into relationship, from "into a relationship" to "single", birthday reminder, pictures uploaded after coming back from overseas, or beautiful places in Malaysia like Redang Island is worth to see or know, i am very busybody one. Don't u know? haha..
But out of my expectation, a tuition mate of mine during high school who is at my age got married!! OmG! Although it is considered normal at this society nowadays, but i find it hard to believe a friend of mine already got married and got a child already!!!!

Friend, don't worry.. i won't get married until u guys get notified.. at least i can make sure you, who are reading my blog now will get notice before i post my wedding pictures next time!! hahaha.. *pictures will be uploaded at least 8-10 years from now! so WLL *
What does WLL means?? Its a shortcut for WAIT LONG LONG... i learnt it from the Sg. Drama yesterday.

I CAN SLEEP WELL TONIGHT! Thank God. Amen!

Selamat HariJadi

Happy Belated Birthday Chilly Padi, Kai San

p/s : sorry for the post, i busy studying for undang yesterday lah! hahaha

华文写一写

天天都在家颓废！颓废啊！！
可是我明天要考Undang！
已经三番四次postponed，这次怎么可以再postponed呢？
只好硬着头皮读好好，然后明天去考咯！！ ：）

My laptop is "on leave"

Hello.. My Laptop Is black,

some more now the screen is colourless but BLACK when the laptop is on! =.=

repaired and spoilt again..

i think i on the laptop for very long time in a day. and that's why.. BURNT~

i'm using Macbook to online,

and I admit i'm noob. hehe.. i don't know how to use properly.

I want my old laptop!! :(

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Okay, i feel insulted now..
Words are meant to say and we, our self take the responsibility. Yes, its true. But we have our own way of thinking and each of us have our own way to express. So, when talking/commenting about others. u may need to consult yourself first.
Maybe I'm wearing a mask now. or i should say.. WE! i feel that we're just acting in front.. we don't really agree with each other.. but we choose to stay close. I know when i say that to u, u're like kinda sad. But that's not referring to u..
Not only this, i know u're hiding alot of ur real feelings behind about me.
But what can i do? I will not apology for what i've just said, or wad i did before.
I have my way, and i didn't expect u to react according to my way, and dare u want me to act according to yours?

And, having holiday is not a good thing. A short one will do sometimes..
A girl like me adores holidays, family, musics, and friends. did i left out anything? ahh. who cares.

Holiday is too long this time.. really too long, i'm not used to long holiday anymore. Oh dear.. what am i supposed to do? okay, i know i'm supposed to clean my room, study "undang", help with housechores, and perhaps.. learn some new piano songs? :)
When i say i'm gonna do it tomorrow.. and when tomorrow comes.. i will say tomorrow.. So, TOMORROW WILL NEVER COME.. either now or don't do it right? But say is way easier than to do.

My family? there's nothing much to say about. Just continue to pray to God for harmony and peace..

Musics.. ahh. this is real bad.. u know, having such a long holiday means books are not my best friend anymore. In turn, listening to musics is a must everyday to keep my day filled.. You know, when A levels life finishes, my mind will start to think all sorts of things.. and by listening to musics (not songs), i feel emo.. =,=
Should it be the way?? i really don't know.. the musics that always calm me down when i was so stress now became a stress-er.. WTH is going one man..

Lastly, friends... don't wanna comment bout it. My friends are everywhere, uncountable, i can't name it all here.. But the closed ones is like.. So near yet so far. and u get what i mean, friend?

...

I am back from Redang.. i'm little tanned!! :( plus, i put on 1kg.. S.H.I.T. do u know how hard i lose weight in Subang.. gosh. nvm, I'll TRY to reduce my weight again..
Redang is awesome people! Go and visit if u have chance, definitely worth it.. crystal clear water, beautiful scenery, fishes and corals.
I enjoyed the trip but i'm lazy to write it out here.. :P
*u gotta explore urself man. :) *

till then, good night!

Pulau Redang

Hey, isn't this beautiful? :)

I'm going there tomorrow!

May me and my friends have a safe journey there.

Amen! :)

Devil, I hate you

Ever wonder why we feel sad, disappointed, tensed?

Its the Devil in action. i name it DAC! this DAC is powerful when we're weak, what i meant is spiritually.

Be faithful to God, pray sincerely. everything will be fine..

Today, something terrible happened and i don't want to mention it here.

It was so serious that my whole body cramp, the stomach and the hands are the worst..

I wonder if it is a touch from God or what..

But i know my hand is numb, i can't feel anything.. no matter how i move my hand..

I completely broke down today.

If this happen to me again, i cannot imagine what i will do next.

I want to spend my time with God everyday,

talk to him. let He be the light of my life.! :)

God, without u. I can't do anything bymyself..

I love you my almighty lord, Amen.

I suffer for my teeth sake

By looking at the picture, u will know i'm going to talk bout my teeth!!!!

oh no, please dun misunderstood. i haven't take out my braces yet.. hahaha.. just wanna tell u, the half an hour fixing is """AWESOME"""

wad the dentist did is that he make my mouth open so wide!! OMG.. its like the KingKong movie, tearing the dinasaurs' mouth!! hahaha.. i kept imagine that. yucks!

he took out the wire, and recement it! the nurse pull my mouth so big for the doctor to put the metal back.. i know my tissues have DIED a lot!!!!!!!!!! i think soon i got to be the next Angelina Jolie!! =.=

SAY NO TO BRACES! YUCKS~

Adios PM7

Prom is finally over. and i'm downloading the facebook picture uploader and i hope it works. So, my classmates are able to look at those pretty pictures tomorrow morning once they open their eyes.. :)

Today is the last day we all together as a class because only 8 of us going for Redang. its basically a friendship trip rather than a class trip. but anyway, i hope everybody in PM7 will excel in life!

G for green

I bought eye lenses today! hehehe.. :) and its GREEN.. :)

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Now, i should write something H-A-P-P-Y!!!

I finished my last paper on the 8th and i went shopping!! :D wheee.. i bought heels which cost me RM109.00 Its kinda expensive for me as i don't spend that much for heels normally. but i like it VERY MUCH :D 所谓千金难买心头好！

and u know what? my mom didn't even ask me whether want to learn up driving but straightaway arrange it for me this afternoon. hehe. that sounds good right? i remember asking my parents when i was in form 5 but they didn't allow, but see what happens now.
we shouldn't force things to come but rather follow the flow! yeayyy :)

and ppl, Sandra is hungry now. 1.19am.. SAYA SUDAH LAPAR! i don't eat large amount of food for each meal nowadays and this makes me hungry very often. my gut, became smaller thus cannot accomodate so much But i remember i used have a big one because i have a habit of finishing up food since young. (but its good what) and that makes me who i am today. and i guess u all know what i am talking about! :) okay. i should drink PLENTY of water now. to neutralise the HCl in my stomach to prevent over acidic in my stomach and cause gastric again.. Gastric is a no joke case which i experienced few years back ago.. :( :( :(

The unforgettable moments.

Hi Friends :)

I know some of you are waiting for my updates. and there you go..
*sigh* sad to say i no longer going back to Taylors Subang for classes anymore. I am no more a pre-U students from Taylors. the memories i had in Taylors is awesome.. :) :) every single character made who i am today.. especially my classmates. 0901PM7~ you guys really rocks. there might be some harsh moments during the 1.5 years. but i believe that made us hold each other stronger.

I will miss Mr. Agas a lot i guess.. hehe. because of his sarcasm on me! ;/
but the thing is. SANDRA IS IMMUNED!! is it the cell mediated one or the humoral. ahh. i forgot about immunity already. and immunity chapter sucks actually. i spent quite some time to study that for my AS. but i just finished my A2. So, u know why? :D Mr. Agas is a big bully.. he even said i cover the sun, call me tear ducts, having big gall bladder. uhmm.. What makes him special is that his TIE! :) his forever unique tie is the trademark of his which i will never forget. :) You're totally a caring teacher who wants students to score well. and i used to like Bio among all the subjects but i even like Bio more when u're my bio lecturer! :) Thanks for everything Sir, the expectation u have on me.. i really appreciate it though i disappoint u quite some time. :)

Secondly, my maths lecturer. Ms. Indra. aka the best mathematics lecturer i ever ever had!! seriously.. though she's thin but she has the energy of a athlete!! her way of teacheing is very good. believe me, u will never find a better maths teacher. Ms. Indra is a lecturer whom i see hope. and that makes my maths an A for AS! :) i wanna thank you teacher. if not you, i won't be liking maths until now. actually i am like kinda of give up maths before u teach us. u gave me hope and flying colours in maths. thank you very much. :)

Last but not least, my mentor. Ms. Kwek!! :D
i still remember the first time u stepped into our class to replace Mr. Kok.. you gave us a feeling that u feel so ungrateful that u're taking over and be our mentor. and i believe each of us has ample opinion bout you and ur teaching style. But we made it through.. the last day of lecturing, ching, shiarn, champ, joel, fui yin, wai kit, guo jing and i gathered at ur table in the class.. and we were talking bout relationship btw them and their partners. :) and u actually liked us. :D
I LOVE YOUR NOTES VERY MUCH MS KWEK!! seriously, its so compact and useful..

okay, my beloved PM7 friends. :)
There're a lot of u here. i will remember the every little tiny mini character no matter how quiet, noisy,annoying, irritating, kind, etc.. YOU ARE IMPORTANT TO ME. BECAUSE OF YOU GUYS, I AM WHO I AM TODAY! :) although i act differently in college compared to who i am in high school but its a very good experience to be with you guys! Sunway pyramid after most of the final day of exam. Karaoke singing, Steamboat-ing and more.. thanks for being the awesome classmates. i'm looking forward for the Graduation Night, and also the Redang trip.

FINALLY.. my housemates and roommates! :)
Devy, Huey Yuin.. i miss both of u very much since i left My Place. the feeling of leaving is terrible. we always share happiness together.. i really want to have the same housemate like both of u when i'm in IMU. God bless you both. Olivia and Kim, all the best in ur future undertakings. In 212X, i became the "big sis" among all.. when there's cockroach.. i'll be super excited to kill it. haha..and NONE that i caught them in eye will be alive but to die within 5 minutes!! i sound so cruel! hehe..

Bye Bye Exam!

I am liking my blog template so much! :)
thanks Fui Yin. hehe

Exam is Over!!

Blog is gonna be updated soon.
Tonight alright? :)

Don't stop. Never Give Up!

owh dear :)
waiting for updates?
one more week.. just one more week........ 8th June!! 8th June!! 8th June!! :D :D :D

Bio 4... you wait. i'm gonna score!!
Chem 5! you wait too..

i need to.. i ought to. i have to!! study as much as i can.. until the last breath!!! uhmmmmpppph!!
i won't give up..

Hormone Imbalance

Dear hormones in my body,
Are you out of control this few days? You're making me up and down.

Are you telling me to get enough sleep and stress no more?
HARD, HARD, HARD!

我很疲倦。。。很累了
我是一个外表看来坚强的人吗？看来也是。。
大家都看不出来。连我的母亲也看不了。
让我怀疑，我可以在脸上不露出一丝痕迹的人。

我累了。真的累了。。。
回到这里也不能舒解压力，反而更有压力。
我真的很压力。环境真的让我很压力。。
难道这里不是一个地方可以让我好好静下来，
做我应该要做的东西吗？

是不是我要求太多？
我只爱我的房间，
只有在房间才会一个人进入状况，
才会变成我自己。

我很压力。。很想痛痛快快地哭一场。。

我不是铁人，也不是超人，
很累。。很累。。
抒情歌或者钢琴曲已经没有没效了。。
听了很多，还是这样。。

我不想再演了，
我不想因为顾及他们的感受而感到更多的压力。。
可是，我做不到。我做不到。

Perhaps u should say.. Hey You! go and study. stop blogging!!!

I am damn motivated now! wohoo.. i like u Jeane Lee!!! hahahhaha...

i lose a friend today.
a friend who makes me think of Jay Chou.
a friend who eats tomyam when he's stress
a friend whom i call broter
only both of us know the spelling is correct and what it means.

do u know jay chou is coming out with his new album?
have u listened to his song already?

wishing u have a better life in heaven. and we shall meet again? :)
i'll do what i promised..

there's ntg i can do for u now but to miss u.

Aloha. :)

Its been ages since i updated my blog. i have no internet access in Subang + no laptop = no online = Study + sleep + eat + Study + sleep + eat

finals is coming real soon.. it is starting on 14th May until 8th June. hope i'll be getting all the blessings from my friends! :)
oh yeah. good news. my IELTS. wohoo.. 7.0!! no need to spend another RM 550! thank god

well, i'm waiting for my offer letter from IMU. OMG.. please please please. would u? hmmm..

RC Puteri, this is for u..

Today is NGO competition..
few years back when i was in high school..
i still remember the sweat, hot sun, leg and hand aching experience during training is really a disaster.. sun burn on ur face. etc etc
BUT the joy and laughter after winning is superb, the satisfaction is all worth it afterall :)

Juniors,
there's no gain when there's no pain.
You guys shouldn't cry over a spilt milk.
Be strong!!
Because RC never fail to make ourself down but make ourself proud.

IF you want ppl to agree with you guys, u got to believe urself. and MAKE SURE u give 100% commitment in it. Success never comes easily. Past victory doesn't guarantee anything unless u work hard.

I hope u guys really learn a lesson today. Be confident. and Cheer up for the next upcoming competition. GO! GO! GO!

Sandra staying up late again. :(

Have been staying up late these days. hmm. its already a habit of mine.
suprisingly, there're still many ppl appear online in FB.

uhm,
don't think coming back home is the best thing ever.
i do think so when i was in Subang. but it is sometimes things isn't what u think.
let say, coming home will

(A) MAKE YOU FAT
-hey, my mom is a good cook! :) how can i not to eat when my mom cook? haha.

(B) MAKE YOU FEEL PRESSURED
-uhmm. this gotta thank to my dad. he asked this everyday without fail. "Did you study today?" can u imagine that? uhm. am not complaining.. just that i would like to say, i know what i'm doing daddy...

kay.. i don't know why. i like listening to ear blasting songs nowadays! feel so much relieved after that. very heart easing... But, smooth and sentimental songs is still useful..

i'm writing at odd hour again. its 3.39am now. crazy! heehee..
well just wanna roughly the max i can be awake if i wanna study late at night.
*what an excuse* ahem!! :D

i'm back to Seremban. feeling so good. my house, my room(no sharing with others), my personal toilet, my bed, my study table, my piano, my laptop (fixed!! yeayyy), my parents, my brothers, tv, desktop, OMG. these are just A-W-E-S-O-M-E i left out one thing. FOOD!! super delicious homecook food by mom.

guess what, i'm gonna this 10 days break the fullest!! ehem.. No playing around. but enjoying can lah. its my house. what do u want me to do? hehe.. besides, i'm starting my revision.. supposingly today. but mission failed! teehee.. due to. procastination? laziness? ahh. i don't care wad sort of reasons. no more for tomorrow!

knowing that some of my friends are leaving Malaysia. i feel so much grateful that they can persue their dream according to their way. my way is to stay in Malaysia for degree in Medicine. Owh well, i'm going to IMU for interview this coming thursday. praise the lord that IMU called me. So God has done his part, i gotta do my part.. what i need to do is prepare myself. pray to God, may His presence with me during the interview. and impress the interviewee!

in this coming 1 month, i'm so gonna work hard. since IMU has given me a chance or i should say God has open a door for me. i have to take this GOLDEN CHANCE with all the effort that i can pay. i don't want my dream to slip over my finger just like that. i don't care how much i will pay for this whole month. what i want is my future. my dream to be accomplished.

sound ambitious enough? yeay. u gotta get me right because i must be well motivated enough to have the kick start for every thing i do now. no one is gonna stop me towards the road of success when God is with me all the time.
I wanna be spiritual well fed. God so love me. and so do Jesus. He was that willing to sacrifice for me on the cross. with unbearable pain nailed on him. Why can't i just put a little more effort and sacrifice for my future sake, for my parents, and the most important. for myself.

So yeah, nothing can beat me now. Sandra is feeling so powerful now. hehe.. BUT, i'm sleepy..
GOOD NIGHT FRIEND.

Together we work hard, together we earn success.

I wanna go home!! :)

My dear friends,

I'm doing great this few days, just that trials is making me down. seriously. i know i won't do any good this time, but i don't want to disappoint my parents. Maths is killing my confidence. Chemistry and Biology is still unknown, in the progress!

Well, online application is done. waiting for further instruction for interview!! :)
i hope i will get chosen, and go for interview, and get a place to study in Uni!!
IMU, YOU ARE MY DREAM!!!

There's a sudden feeling that..
i appreciate everything that i'm having now. My dad, my mom, my brothers, and my beloved friends esp Ching Yan, Jin, Dix!! i miss u guys SO SO SO SO SO much!!
I LOVE YOU!! :) :) :)


good night.
wheee.. i have new songs in my phone! :D :D :D

i came across with this post and it says :

the most vivid memories are those that you have gone through with pain, exhaustion and emotions. but these are also the ones that will last. because good times come and go. it is in these bad times where we know where we stand and who we are surrounded by.

i hope the pain that i'm having now will last in me.. i need to remember the pain in my mind always. i do not want to lose out anything which is supposingly mine.

so sorry for being emo in this post..
its always bad to take things for granted.
i will never ever ever water the same situation again.
this history is not going to happen in future! i gotta make sure
i want to remember the PAIN in me now and forever!

Hey-Yah!! :)
So, i'm drink ABC soup now, so should i just name the title as :-

ABC soup for miracle seeking person.

As you can see, there's a picture of handmade glass castle. this was taken in one of the shop in HK Disneyland. i'm neither promoting this product, nor asking u to go disneyland. but to look at this at a different angle.
i believe when everyone look at this picture, their mind will start to generate certain ideas like "owh, its Cinderella's place! its such a beautiful place, What if i can be like her? Be a princess.. if i were her, miracles could happen to me all the time. "

It can't be denied that the believe of miracle is going to change lives is a nicest thing ever to most of the ppl in the world. Not only in Malaysia, but ALL OVER THE WORLD!

But, just look at my sentences again, IF I WERE HER, and MIRACLES COULD HAPPEN TO ME ALL THE TIME.

so do you think miracle will happen to you if you say IF?? :)
For example, If i study hard... maybe i will get full A.. or If i am a billionaire, i can clear all my debts, live in a big house, do lots of charity. But u're just sitting there thinking if i were to.. or if i can.. or if i... do u think miracle will fall upon u just like that? :(

So, i think everyone should stop thinking about fantasy!
but think big.. and come with actions to produce results... :)

Aww..
Back to Seremban is the best..
Fresh air, and comfortable enviroment..
meaning SLACKING MOMENT BEGINS

i wonder what i want.
a place for me to enjoy, slack my work, but end up doing ntg.
OR
a place for me to NOT SO ENJOY, NOT SLACKING, and i finish my work. study!!

i don't understand myself..
hehe..

Mood is getting better.
Don't worry friends.
Shall forgive them like how God forgive me whenever i did something wrong

I LOVE YOU GOD!!

Live and lie no more!

Life is just full of lies!
Its Just So Fake!

i don't want to comment anything.
you know what u're doing,
i don't even want to interfere anything bout ur life..
but can't u just tell the truth.

u fool the ppl around u,
or u're just fooling urself instead.
i don't get u.

your lies were perfect
if i didn't know about the truth,
i would have believe in you
whenever u say, i believe.

Since u plan to lie in the first place,
so don't think i will treat u as before.

as u always plan a story in ur mind before telling..
lying to me and the ppl around you
now, i hate ppl who lies

=.=

I am
Sinking..
Sinking..
Sinking deep into water now~

*just imagine*
=A2 trials is around the corner, exactly 1 month ahead!
=IELTS exam this coming Thursday and Saturday, not even prepared. Listening practice was a disappointment :(
=Homework on Mechanics to catch up which is quite a lot.. where i've forgotten my physics basics in SPM
=Revision on Maths, Chem, and Bio haven't get started!

lolz.. what have i been doing all these whiles?? i just can't breath when i think of those~
oh God..
SIEN!!!!!!!!

Updates..

Hello everyone!! :)

I found my plastic file which i have been worrying about it for the past whole week. In the plastic file, there are IETLS receipt, my AS results cert, and some IMU brochure.
I was thinking what if i lose it? What am i gonna do. BUT, everything seems to be nice to me, the file is on my table(the study table in my Seremban house!)

I was having terrible headache over the weekdays in Subang. =,= It was so painful that your head is gonna explode.!! This happens to me when Miss Indra is teaching Mechanics.. that's was so painful until i didn't learn anything during Maths class..
And, I have been dreaming over the night since the first day of the year i slept in Subang.. No REAL Sleep!! How can i really make myself have a good night sleep? Not nightmare always, don't worry.. The dream is sometimes very ridiculous which never come across my mind and it came out when i sleep. haha.. I wonder does that really happen. :)

So, i'm back from Hong Kong.. Everything is so cool!! :D :D
The weather in Hong Kong is C-O-L-D!! According to my uncle, its quite weird that HK to be so cold for few days continuously. But, i enjoyed the low temperature there! :D
What i did there was, had reunion dinner with my family and Uncle's family of course, BBQ at 5 degree celcius!! and this is really cool!! , shopping, went to Hong Kong Disneyland, cable-car to see big buddha at Dai Yu San. Watching fireworks and night scenery in Hong Kong was awesome. I went to Tsim Sha Zhui for night viewing and lightings, this is the frequent place to go for couples or heart-broken ones!! hehe.. Even the Hong Kong drama show this place whenever they have any sad scene!!. Trust me, ITS SUPER NICE! :D
Photos will be uploaded soon as i have to wait for my uncle to bring my pictures back :D

Currently, I'm fond with this few songs:-

• Coup de Coeur **learning to play :)
  
• Promnade Dans Les Bois
• 他的风筝 - 孙自佑
• 限时的遗忘 - 潘嘉丽
  

Not Getting Excited (yet)

I'll be flying off to HK for family vacation in 12 hours time. By right, i should be very excited bout it. But, I'm not.. My brother feels the same way too.
We were chatting in the living just now, and
he said " Are u sure we are going to Hong Kong tomorrow? Why i don't

My mom heard him and said, " Why? u don't want to go? And he said "ya." *swt him*
Mom replied, "don't be crazy, we've bought ur air tickets."
My brother told me," if we are going to UK, as least i can feel something." I NODDED !! hahaha..

Just finish packing, not sure whether my luggage is overload.. i'm serious, i can't believe i'm off to Hong Kong tomorrow.. =,= i can't even feel a single thing.
maybe i'll feel something tomorrow when i'm in the plane. hehe.. :P
I want to share something really funny here.. I dreamt that my family and I went to Hong Kong for concert. We're the singer, not the spectators.. i sang so well! Moreover, the MC was saying 12800 votes from the spectators!!! hahaha... This is totally hilarious.. :D

Btw, i met up with Ching Yan and Kwai Chan today. Breakfast at my house, then back to Ching Yan's house. Both of us went to fetch Kwai Chan from school. and we headed to Jusco. Had lunch at Manhattan Fishmarket. and back to my house again. :D :D

Editted pictures. :)

They will kill me if they see this! hahaha... look at "before"!! hahaha.. my coconut hair when i was in form 2..