Wednesday, March 23, 2011



I am Craving for Ice-cream!!!!!!!

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

我不是你想象中那么好

我不是你想象中那么厉害

我不是你想象中那么无忧无虑

我不是你想象中那么开朗。。


至少不是现在。


我不想笑了!!。。。。。
本以为自己已经步入轨道。。走在一个很美丽的地毯。。人生非常美满,非常满足的生活了!
慢慢地才发现自己走在一个不稳的吊桥。我的天啊!!为什么很多事情都不什么顺心啊!!
本以为做了一个对的决定,倒回来想想。。什么?做错了选择。。
我气馁,
我悲伤,
我压抑,
我逞强,

只为了不被人发现。

不知道为何,我觉得我的人生很凌乱。。不知道怎样收拾才好。
我觉得我好像不能顾及太多东西。
有时觉得很想放弃。
很想睡个大觉,起来后什么也不用担心了!
可是这根本不会发生啊!
郁闷。。。。。。。。。。。

Monday, March 21, 2011

I don't care what you think about me..
I just want to life in my own way..

What's my priority?

Currently writing this in a 80% stress mode!! why stress? yesterday was guilty and today's feeling stress up. I have so much to do but yet so little time.
I realized that i have not been managing my time properly, yes.. very not organized, feeling so messy now... thought of hiding myself somewhere so that i would stop thinking and doing what i'm supposed to do.
There's so many things in front of my eyes, yet i can't make it done. I don't know which should i put in my first priority, which should i make it last.. They are equally important!! *Sigh*
I need an energy and a motivator booster. Life in sem 2 is not that easy as i thought.. i used to think if i can manage my time properly, do everything according to plan, think positively. and i shall be fine.
But no, i didn't follow the plan but out of the plan. Until recently or TODAY!! i feel the pain, i feel the urge to change because i am pressured! i found out what i've been doing for the past 1.5 months was just chilling and relaxing. I'm feeling pressured now, which i think it should be good because it pushes me to work harder in my academic performances.
I CAN'T FAIL MY SEM 2!!! I need to pass!!

Not forgetting my walk in Christ. I've been neglecting and didn't put it in first priority.. I'm feeling very guilty, yet i cannot forget my studies.
I have my studies to take care of, I have my responsibility in my club..
Should i hang on with my bible study to breath? I am afraid i can't take it any longer. I need to pass my sem 2!!!

What should i do?
Life has been up and down nowadays. but it has more happy happenings rather than the disheartening.
Something which makes me happy is that I PASSED MY CPR! wohooo.. :)
I made alot of new friends, be it from the senior batch or the junior batch.. they are equally awesome! :)

I've changed my blog title to [A note to be Remembered], and guess what? I'm ready to transform into someone whom i am not used to be. which means, i am ready for all challenges, i am ready to go all out on my studies!! You be my witness my dear friends.. and a long journey awaits me! :)

Actually i do feel guilty today. What is it about? It is about feeling guilty... not to mention it here but I've learnt a lesson. Forgive me would you?


** i promise i will update my blog when i have free time! **