I DUNNO..

There's something that i can't tell,
because i dunno what's the thing that keeps bothering me

i'm sorry to those i didn't talk much nowadays,
i just dunno why. i dun understand myself..

i dunno i dunno i dunno...!!!!
there's ntg to be sad of.. ntg to be happy of.
so i just remain... feelingless....

DIXIE!!!

Dixie!!! i saw ur post! hahaa... :) :)

I am also missing u.. i didn't ignore u as my Triple TPD! hahaha..
i'm seriously having heavy study load!
i will call u tonite

I LOVE YOU!hahhaha.. i remember when we fight! or... "wrestle" at the Dataran!... XD XD XD

My friend's post for me! :)

Just to make a copy of urs, Dixie
i really appreciate that u wrote a post bout me on my birthday, though it was like month ago. but its still fresh inside my mind..
dear readers. see what she wrote bout me here.


Friday, July 17, 2009

B*EAST FRIEND'S Birthday!!!!
Wow,this girl in black and white has finally turned 18 today.*CRIES* My little girl is all grown up...I remember those days where she would chase me and we would wrestle.I'm serious,we use to wrestle like those sumo wrestles and we would always will end up laughing and clutching our stomachs.

Well,this good friend here,I have only known for 5 years and we are besties already.She has always made me laugh no matter what,cheering me up,going crazy with me,(is it just me or that I always go crazy around my friends?)etc...

The things I admire about this girl are too many.Yes,Pei Yee,there are a lot of things I admire about you that you may not know.I really admire you for your strenght in handling things,you are super duper friendly and you are not afraid to show your true feelings to people.I admire your determination to achieve things and I know how hard you have worked,always putting 110% in your work,one of the examples is when we were still in secondary school,I could see the passion you had for RC.

You may be down sometimes but you have always tried to be strong,and that I hope you can always count on me to share your problems with.You have known many of my deepest secrets,AND when I am around you,I feel like I have found happiness in true friendship.You may not know but I really am thankful that God has put you in my life.I love all the moments we spent together,in tuition,sleepovers and going out jalan jalan.

I really am proud of you, your ability to make someone feel special and wanted is one of your trademarks.No matter where you go,you have mingled and mixed around without any worries. The jokes we shared and the laughter we had,I will always treasure.

So on this wonderful day,where you were born exactly 18 years ago,I want to thank you,Sandra Liew Pei Yee/TAI PO DI from the bottom of my heart,for being my friend.May you have God's blessing where ever you go,and may He grant you your hearts desires and I pray that you will enjoy the many years to come!!!! I LOVEEEE YOU!!! TAI PO DI is legendary!!!! MUAHAHAHAHA....

Back in Seremban

. Picture at Random.

Heyyo! i'm back in Seremban!! :) guess wad. Steamboat with family is postponed to tomorrow! yeahoo.. this is wad i wanted because the maid will wash the dishes instead of i'm the one washing the dishes after a wonderful dinner.. hahaha!! *i'm very lazy!.. this is my package. i dun like to do housechores!! too bad lah..*

Seremban is such a place where it can make me feel so good till i can forget all my sadness over the week. even a tree in Seremban looks nicer compared to the trees in Subang.. haha.. i like everything in Seremban. because this is the place where i belong to.. i will never forget this memorable place! esp with my family!

let see.. wad i did today.. review review..

Went to class as usual.. THINKING SKILLS the first subject! hahaa.. gosh~ forgodnesssake! hahahhahahahaha... parents came to my place and fetch me to Sunway Pyramid because they have appointment with their clients. so i got to follow. no choice! then we went to Sunway University College to fetch my brother, Alwyn. wow! Sunway College is damn nice! shyt!~ but then, Taylors's A levels is the best in Malaysia. dun worry friends, i won't change to Sunway! haha.. XD i know u guys just love me too much! -perasan-ness begin!! hhahaha.. - Then, went out for dinner at 8pm but makan at 9pm. cuz gotta wait for mom at Jusco.. Mom is really working very hard. so do my dad~~ GOD, thanks for the blessings.. :) i know u've been giving lotz of opportunity to my parents! i thank u from the deepest of my heart. Amen! After that, i replied Jin's email. a long one! hehe.. sent out some video clips to group mates... dad bought me a shoe while waiting for Mom at Jusco.. hahaa.. dad said me and my mom is like competing.. keep buying shoes!! hahahhaa... XD XD XD

I feel like i'm the most happy girl in the world. i have everything i want.. :) i love my daddy, mummy, Adrian and Alwyn!! :) i love my family!!!!!!!!!!! :)

But the bad news is, my friend is suspected to have H1N1.. quarantine at home for 7 days! haiz.. Onion boy.. god bless u bah! i thought u were lying cuz u always lied to me for no reason!!! T.T

Gonna start Studying and Revision tmr~ CHONG AR!
Goodnite Everyone! :)

feeling super

Sandra is feeling SUPER now!!!!! :) :)

I can't stop smiling!!!!!!! :) :) :)

Because of u! OMG.. hahahhahahaha......

Blogging Again.. XP

hey. i'm here blogging again! :) :) :)

its 6.28pm now. gonna have McD for dinner. XD
finished watching the drama. not bad lah. very funny! :)
hm. took a nap. and sitting here writing a blog!
i'm repeating my phrase again and again!
hmm.. i dunno what to say.
i feel the sunshine in my heart.
i want to shine it to all my friends.

Hey friends,
i dun care whether u're in blue or living with rainbow colours.
i just want u guys to be happy! :)

Chemistry Practical is next tuesday 18.09.09!!!!
wowh! GAMBATEH! XD

I am too free right at this moment.

that's why u see COLOURS

S. M. I. L. E.

Today is a good day for me because ntg bad happened! :)

S M I L E

-Maths : Class as usual
-Thinking Skills : Forget Bout It.. XP
-Chemistry Practical : So far so Good..
-Lunch : Steamed Rice with chicken
-Biology : Test. opps! XD * i guess u guys know wad it means.. :) * - not bad lah! -

waiting time to pass.. :) going for drama at 4pm.. dunno whether should i go back to hostel and take a nap
kinda excited. Taylors's Charity Carnival!! TMR TMR TMR.. :) u know why am i so excited?! cuz i dun need to attend classes tmr! XD XD XD

Happy Birthday To Mummy and Adrian :) :) :)

The two people u're looking at is My Mom and my Eldest Brother, Adrian Liew!..
U might be wondering.. why must i upload their picture but not mine.
or why not the family portrait..

Its their birthday today!!!

Happy Birthday Mom and Bro!
8th August 1959 and 1985!! :)

There u go.. my Family Portrait

Went to Uncle's house warming today! but there's no food for us. cuz we were late! haha.. Then. Adrian suggested that we Puchong for nice food! :) Carmen was saying. Bumbu Bali is nice.. so we went there! mom ordered grill lamb chop for me. XD guess wad! there's 3 slices of it! a salad and fries.. awwwwwwww!!!!! SO BIG!! and its 11pm summore! gosh. i gave mom one. i ate one. and i pack home 1 for lunch tmr! hehe!! :)

Once Again, Happy Birthday Mummy. and Adrian! :)

Flightless Bird

I was a quick wet boy

Diving too deep for coins

All of your street light eyes

Wide on my plastic toys

Then when the cops closed the fair

I cut my long baby hair

Stole me a dog-eared map

And called for you everywhere

Have I found you?

Flightless bird

Jealous, weeping

Or lost you?

American mouth

Big pill looming

Now I'm a fat house cat

Nursing my sore blunt tongue

Watching the warm poison rats

Curl through the wide fence cracks

Pissing on magazine photos

Those fishing lures thrown in the cold and clean

Blood of Christ mountain stream

Have I found you?

Flightless bird

Grounded, bleeding

Or lost you?

American mouth

Big pill, stuck going down.

How to Be a Beautiful Teenager

These days, most teenagers feel there is a law that if you don't look good, you're not a good person. That's wrong! You shouldn't judge a book by its cover. Although you can't really change people's views. So, this article can help you to look & feel your best.

1. Brush teeth and use mouthwash, and floss daily. Also, try chewing sugar-free gum after meals. You don't want to smile to your crush with some cabbage in your teeth.
2. Use deodorant, even if you think you don't smell. Because, to be honest, you probably do.
3. Look after your hair! If you have curly hair, use hair products suited for curly hair. If you have straight hair, use hair products that promote silky, smooth locks such as Sunsilk or Treseme. If you have African/Caribbean hair use hair products that can control your hair, such as Dark and Lovely or Soft'n'Free.
4. Shave or wax any hair that you don't want on your body. Don't shave everything all at once though, or you may find you'll get carried away and end up like an alien. Best results with shaving, exfoliate your legs first, towel dry, then cover legs in shaving foam (Lots of it!) and shave. Be careful not to get into the habit of over-shaving (like shaving everyday, for instance) as it will just make the hair grow back thicker and it'll end up being a huge hassle.
5. Take care of your nails! Get a manicure & pedicure every week. You don't even have to go to a salon, they're pretty easy to do, just get a nail file, nail cutters, clear nail varnish, a nail varnish of your choice, and a buffing nail file. You do the math on what you do with them.
6. Fight the habits! Stop biting your nails, chewing your hair, sucking your thumb, & all that. It's difficult, but think of the end production: you looking flawless.
7. Smile! Seriously! It makes you alot prettier and approchable, and the brushing, mouth-washing, and flossing will help.
8. Remember you can change your look but it's not always good to change your personality if you want to fit in, so, with that being said, be yourself. Yep, that's a bit cliche, but it's the truth! Being yourself will make you look (even more) beautiful.
   

How to Be Carefree for teens

Has stress ever overwhelmed you?

1. Remember that life is yours and you can control it. Even if things are going badly, you can work through it no matter what.
2. Know that school may be a big stress factor, but life is not all about getting A's or B's. It's absolutely fine if you fail a test or get a D in a class (although don't set getting a D as a goal). Everyone has that subject that just doesn't click with them. Do focus on doing well, but don't awfulize the situation if you don't get straight A's and B's.
3. Remember that if you feel better following your dreams, whether it be traveling around the world, becoming a tattoo artist (or any artist), surfing, joining a band, then do it. Life isn't about following the rules that have been laid out for all those people fit for school; it's about taking advantage of it because you only have one life...so live it. You, as an individual; as a life, deserve to experience the world as the beautiful place that it is, and not as a soul-crushing education system.
4. Focus on what matters. Don't let desires for wealth, status, or good looks get in the way of actually enjoying your life.
5. If none of this cheers you up, consider getting into a hobby of your choice, listening to some mood-fitting music, writing, or drawing.
6. Here are some quotes that will remind you to live life the way you want it:
   "Feel the fear and do it anyway because even though it's not too late now, someday it will be."
   "When you look back on the previous years, if you don't laugh or cry, consider it wasted."
   "Dream as if you'll live forever. Live as if you'll die today."
   "Live each day like there ain't going to be a tomorrow".

Tips

• If you feel crummy, force yourself to smile or raise your eyebrows. It releases a chemical that makes you feel happy.
• And if all else fails, do something good for someone else. Help a friend or just do a random act of kindness. This also releases a natural chemical that gives you a natural high.
  

Friends..

I think i'am alright now. :)

Annoyed! and PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE!

i am seriously telling here..
i'm getting my nerve on RIGHT NOW!
i dunno what's my intention posting this up.
i just want to tell u, my friends..
i get irrated when ppl annoys me!
dun ask me why. try to listen/feel to the words in my deep heart...
u dunno what i am thinking. u can't feel what i feel.
u dun even care how i feel! u just care bout urself

u think u care but u didn't!
u think u're good but u're not!

i dunno what to say right now
i need space!
i dislike the way i am feeling right now!
i can't control myself.
i can't be throwing out my anger to ppl
i take care of ppl's feelings.
but they don't!

why am i still taking care of ppl's feelings?!
i hate it so much!!
shit! i dunno.. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

ANGER WILL NOT STOP UNTIL THINGS GET BACK TO NORMAL
i dun think it will back to normal.. it will keep moving on and on!

u might see me perfectly alright.
But u never know what's really happening inside.
i want to scream! but there's no space!
i want to let go everything. but i can't!
tell me what i can do!!

Hey friend... :)

Its almost a week i didn't update my blog! XD
Again.. i'm supposed to do my homework and i'm hanging around here.
I'm going to do it soon.. dun worry.. XD

It was a busy week last week..!! Chemistry chart is making me crazy..
But i still managed to finish it on time.
Kinda glad that i finished Chem and Bio assignment.. :)

The Chemistry Organic Chart
background is abit dark.. kinda regret that i bought blue colour. should buy a yellow one instead

The Cyclic Phosphorylation - supposed to be animated

catch up again tonite. or may tmr afternoon!

BYE!!!!!!!!!!