Monday, May 31, 2010

Don't stop. Never Give Up!

owh dear :)
waiting for updates?
one more week.. just one more week........ 8th June!! 8th June!! 8th June!! :D :D :D

Bio 4... you wait. i'm gonna score!!
Chem 5! you wait too..

i need to.. i ought to. i have to!! study as much as i can.. until the last breath!!! uhmmmmpppph!!
i won't give up..

Sunday, May 16, 2010

Hormone Imbalance

Dear hormones in my body,
Are you out of control this few days? You're making me up and down.

Are you telling me to get enough sleep and stress no more?
HARD, HARD, HARD!

Friday, May 14, 2010

我很疲倦。。。很累了
我是一个外表看来坚强的人吗?看来也是。。
大家都看不出来。连我的母亲也看不了。
让我怀疑,我可以在脸上不露出一丝痕迹的人。

我累了。真的累了。。。
回到这里也不能舒解压力,反而更有压力。
我真的很压力。环境真的让我很压力。。
难道这里不是一个地方可以让我好好静下来,
做我应该要做的东西吗?

是不是我要求太多?
我只爱我的房间,
只有在房间才会一个人进入状况,
才会变成我自己。

我很压力。。很想痛痛快快地哭一场。。

我不是铁人,也不是超人,
很累。。很累。。
抒情歌或者钢琴曲已经没有没效了。。
听了很多,还是这样。。

我不想再演了,
我不想因为顾及他们的感受而感到更多的压力。。
可是,我做不到。我做不到。

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Perhaps u should say.. Hey You! go and study. stop blogging!!!

I am damn motivated now! wohoo.. i like u Jeane Lee!!! hahahhaha...

Monday, May 10, 2010

i lose a friend today.
a friend who makes me think of Jay Chou.
a friend who eats tomyam when he's stress
a friend whom i call broter
only both of us know the spelling is correct and what it means.

do u know jay chou is coming out with his new album?
have u listened to his song already?

wishing u have a better life in heaven. and we shall meet again? :)
i'll do what i promised..

there's ntg i can do for u now but to miss u.

Monday, May 3, 2010

Aloha. :)

Its been ages since i updated my blog. i have no internet access in Subang + no laptop = no online = Study + sleep + eat + Study + sleep + eat

finals is coming real soon.. it is starting on 14th May until 8th June. hope i'll be getting all the blessings from my friends! :)
oh yeah. good news. my IELTS. wohoo.. 7.0!! no need to spend another RM 550! thank god

well, i'm waiting for my offer letter from IMU. OMG.. please please please. would u? hmmm..