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Today is a better it seems.. yeah! at least its better than yesterday...

i started the day with low energy.. i dun seem to like talk a lot this morning.. i dunno why! hmm.. but then the days became better till afternoon.. till evening.. hehhe!!

anyway, just replied a comment in the previous post.. its just a comment from anonymous.. but i know who the person is.. hmm~ anyway.. forget bout it lah.. dun act like a small kid~ let's get everything fade away when the time pass~

tomorrow will be my Moral Finals.. i hereby wish everyone in my class score well..

Guo Jing ar Guo Jing... i will pray hard for u.. so that u can get well soon... haiz~~~

let's see.. anything happened today? hmm~ no i guess... just a daily routine like usual.. go to college, lectures for few hours, assignments, dinner, and revision...

okay.. lazy to write and yet ntg to write~ hehe! goodbye~~
Good Luck for Morals Finals.. GO PM7!! yeah yeah~

27.04.09 - Monday

today is a new day.. and today is the better day? this is wad my roommate always said to me.. but i dun seem to feel that today is a better day... yesterday was a better day instead...

Suddenly, i feel so insecured... Cheese cake gal was emotional disturbed... haha!! Sky Gal also emotional disturbed... i dunno... T.T making me also emotional disturbed..

wad is the problem now??! huh!!!

1.34pm (27.04.09):-

Rainy day outside... have me wondering will the sky become shiny again? when is the rain going to stop? is everyone happy with the rain or sad for it? hmmmm... did i do sumthing wrong? haiz.. but i'm just expressing wad i think... do u guys get the point??? let's make it easy to understand... wad's the definition of Blog?
Blog is a place where u can throw wadever feelings and thoughts by writing it out.. rather that throwing all the EMOTIONS, EXPRESSION, ANGER to other ppl... its our thoughts, we have our rights to say it out.. For me, i rather see ppl's blog than listening to wad other ppl talk bout me.. this is one kind of hurting but its a INDIRECT.. but.. direct hurting like SHOWING TEMPER~~~ that is not good.. GOD ASK US TO LOVE EVERYBODY...!! when a person write sumthing bout u, if u think u didn't do it.. then fine~ forget bout it.. if u did that, sure u have that feelings.. that is INDIRECTLY ADMIT that's ur fault... if u didn't do it.. why do u care so much?!

i dun have the strength to make everyone happy now.. i dun even care wad ppl feel.. i only care for those who care for me... there's lotz more i can do...

So, u guys get wad's the point of writing a blog? if u dun understand... DO NOT VIEW MY BLOG... its definately not for u.. and for those who can't take things easily... since u know u did wrong, CHANGE!!! if u refuse.. forget bout it!~ never think how u can hurt a person, but u always think ppl hurt u... have u thought of that? this is selfish...

anyhow, i won't be bothering bout this issue anymore.. cuz everyday is a new day.. haiz... to be continued after my chemistry period.. BYE!!

Diary of the day...

hmmm... Today is 26th around 2am i'm writing this blog... Haiz.. But i'm going to write things that happened on 25th...

11.30am - woke up
12.00pm - brunch..
Afternoon - chat with Fui Yin, she was chosen for matrics.. Luckily she's not leaving... Hahaha..bad la me!! Heheh..
8.00pm - dinner with my big family (grandfather birthday..)
10++pm - chat with friends , webcam with ching yan, chat with prasana a till 1 sumthing.. Then, off9... Write a blog here... And say good nite to everybody... I love my family.. Friends... And all the ppl around me... I love u all.. Good nite..

Is there a way to find back all the memories we had before?

hmm.. was looking at Wei Hong's blog just now.. haiz... i dunno wad to say..

this week is supposed to be a very very happy week as we just had our holidays for 2 weeks.. but, a very bad news.. Ying Yi has already left us to Singapore for further studies.. so everybody was lost.. sad.. lonely.. hmm.. YING YI!!! how can u make everybody so down huh?? anyway.. i can understand how Wei Hong feels now.. but why other gal friend of urs just can't take it? u're going to Singapore for ur own studies.. i know u dun want to leave us right? but.. u have to.. for ur GOOD FUTURE!!! i bet u will have good future!! why can't they be so INDEPENDENT!! T.T cries.... OMG... those who are so down now... pls dun be like that.. i'm sure Ying Yi dun wanna see u guys like that!!! T.T do u guys know i felt very sad when i see u guys cry!! sad... i just felt... haiz... WHY?! u must be happy!! we should proud of her.. she's our PM7!! forever she will be!!! RIGHT?

hmmm... another thing.. my pity Prasana.. haiz!!! how can they just bullied u like tat?! OMG.. i get very irritated already lah... ish~~ wanna mention their names here.. but i think its better not to.. if u guys know.. just keep quiet~ hahhaa!!

and.. i just felt like.. why ppl are so emo this week? i dun get it... haiz!!!

FUI YIN!! u locked ur key inside again!!! aiyo.. u really PRAWNS eh... how dare u my lil rabbit...

Memories... tell me wad's the memory??? haiz... u really wanna look back wad u have been through??? DO U NEED IT?!?!?!?! arghhh... memories is just a trace of urs... bcuz of this.. this is who u are today! for me, i dun find back all my memories.. i will just keep it deep inside my heart.. i want it to be a remembrance.. and not having any feelings on wad i've been through..

hmm... i dunno wad ppl are doing now.. how can ppl be so bad?! so emo?! so irresponsible?! i just have no words for that... why why why?! i keep on asking myself... my surroundings are just so emo d... hmm.... i wonder how long can my happiness can sustain..

Luckily i have my good good good good taylors friend supporting me.. who is yoke ching, kai san and fui yin.. ahahha... i will never never forget the moments u gave me in Taylors.. i love u all BUNCH!!!! T.T i wanna see u guys together.. hope we get IMU again.. then we will be the happiest gang from Taylors to IMU.. hahhaa!!! btw.. i dun have the pics of us!!

Today's bio paper was a DISASTER!! --------> refering to Mr. Agas!!! ur so call backup paper was so TSUNAMI KING!! hahaha.. i wonder how many ppl can get A in our class.. whahaha..

Next week will be our moral finals.. goodbye to Mr. Ari.. who teach Malaysian Studies for one hour b4 the holiday.. hahaha.. wad a unforgetable day huh?

"Do we really need a title for this???"

Holiday.. holiday.. holiday..

seems to be very long yet i didn't do anything.. i just read some bio, did TKS assignment, some homework.. but how bout my revision? hmm.. i've totally no idea..

Happy holiday everyone...

i'm so lazy to do so many things!!! haiz!! help me.. i need determination~ haahaha..

actually i wanted to study today... so when i woke up.. i saw the comp on d.. i guess is Adrian's work.. haha... then i sit down.. and play! and sign into MSN... then MSN pop up a install to 8.5 msn~ so i wanted to install it since long time ago.. so right.. i go and install lah.. afterall.. everything is installed... i can't log in.. and i can't even log into my mail.. i was like.. SHIT!!! MY HOTMAIL ACCOUNT!!! die lo~~~ how arh! but then god saved me.. hahha... now no problem already~~ cool man huh?! ^^,

and i decided to study extremely hard!! JIA YOU BAH SANDRA LIEW PEI YEE!!!

Awesome-ness...!!!

Finally, there's a break for my A levels in Taylors.. means i have 2 weeks to catch up all the studies that didn't do well previously.. eg, chem, bio, maths, and tks... and moral.. btw! who cares bout moral~ stupid moral.. get my nerves on!! arghhhhh... :@
WORK DURING HOLIDAY:
4 assignments, revision on all subs, homework, tutorial, pass year.... SWEAT~

3/4/09 was a awesome day for me! hehe... Ching, Fui Yin, Kai San, Wei Hong, Wai Kit, Shiarn, Joel and I went to Sunway.. the gals went to watch "OBSESSION OF A SHOPAHOLIC" crazy la that gal.. hehe.. the gal in green scarf.. i also wanna be like that!! hehe~ after the show, we company kai san to the main entrance so that she will go back safely.. ^^, Then, we join Shiarn they all at Sushi King.. so funny.. tat so call sushi sifu bang on the 'small door' which made of iron.. hahahhaa.. u know, the sound that produced caught our attention.. :)

4/4/09-Ching followed me back to Seremban.. before going back.. my dad brought me, ching, alwyn and his gf to Times Square... ching was so cool... she bought 1 shoe, and 2 shirt.. my shopping was not like hers.. me and ching shop for shoe from ground floor till 5th floor.. but i didn't buy any shoe... i wanted to buy cuz my white heels a bit cacat d.. so at the end. i din get a chance to buy a shoe that i really love it.. ^^ so while waiting for my bro to go back.. i saw a shop selling from RM9.90.. my eyes went o.0!!! ahhaha.. so i went in.. and i go one round.. wow.. i saw a white shoe!! which i love it loadzzz... so my dad paid for me.. and till now!! i still love that shoe~ i very sayang my shoe.. will upload the pics of my shoe next time k? i promise~ wahahaha..
then i go back lo.. i saw Mr. Kok online!! awww~~~ Mr. KOK!!! ahahaha... he honoured me as the international reporter directing Malaysia PM7 news to Japan.. hahaha!!! the conversation was cool lah.. i will never forget!! Mr. Hen.. Mr. Tiger.. Rough meat.. sun-blocking chick! ahhaa...

wad is so suprise is.. my dad's eyes gone 0.0 today.. cuz the phone bill of mine showed that.. i sent 766 msgs over the month!! i also got shocked... but that is wad i normally did previously.. just that i'm using prepaid.. not postpaid.. ngek ngek ngek.. felt so weird la.. 766 msgs.. oh god~ why is my fingers not getting tired? hahahhahaha... i have no idea lah.. ^^,

Moments...

well... not to forget, last week was april fool day isn't friend.. hahaha...

Wei Hong was the first one who fooled me!! saying that he kena robbed at 7Eleven..
Crocroach came to me when i were to charge my phone!!..
The most memorable is Mr. Agas fooled all his classes saying that he's gonna transfer to Hartamas!! Here are the pics of him as the results of cheating his students!!! wahhahahhaa...

and... lotz of my friends went to oversea to study... haiz!! i miss them.. i miss Dyi Ting.. i miss Tee Phang.. and i miss Mr. Kok... the HEN~~ wahhahahahha!!! only mr.kok and i know this~ ngek ngek ngek...

Seriously... i miss the farewell.. and the song singging part~!! ahhahah...