My dear friends,

I'm doing great this few days, just that trials is making me down. seriously. i know i won't do any good this time, but i don't want to disappoint my parents. Maths is killing my confidence. Chemistry and Biology is still unknown, in the progress!

Well, online application is done. waiting for further instruction for interview!! :)
i hope i will get chosen, and go for interview, and get a place to study in Uni!!
IMU, YOU ARE MY DREAM!!!

There's a sudden feeling that..
i appreciate everything that i'm having now. My dad, my mom, my brothers, and my beloved friends esp Ching Yan, Jin, Dix!! i miss u guys SO SO SO SO SO much!!
I LOVE YOU!! :) :) :)


good night.
wheee.. i have new songs in my phone! :D :D :D

i came across with this post and it says :

the most vivid memories are those that you have gone through with pain, exhaustion and emotions. but these are also the ones that will last. because good times come and go. it is in these bad times where we know where we stand and who we are surrounded by.

i hope the pain that i'm having now will last in me.. i need to remember the pain in my mind always. i do not want to lose out anything which is supposingly mine.

so sorry for being emo in this post..
its always bad to take things for granted.
i will never ever ever water the same situation again.
this history is not going to happen in future! i gotta make sure
i want to remember the PAIN in me now and forever!

Hey-Yah!! :)
So, i'm drink ABC soup now, so should i just name the title as :-

ABC soup for miracle seeking person.

As you can see, there's a picture of handmade glass castle. this was taken in one of the shop in HK Disneyland. i'm neither promoting this product, nor asking u to go disneyland. but to look at this at a different angle.
i believe when everyone look at this picture, their mind will start to generate certain ideas like "owh, its Cinderella's place! its such a beautiful place, What if i can be like her? Be a princess.. if i were her, miracles could happen to me all the time. "

It can't be denied that the believe of miracle is going to change lives is a nicest thing ever to most of the ppl in the world. Not only in Malaysia, but ALL OVER THE WORLD!

But, just look at my sentences again, IF I WERE HER, and MIRACLES COULD HAPPEN TO ME ALL THE TIME.

so do you think miracle will happen to you if you say IF?? :)
For example, If i study hard... maybe i will get full A.. or If i am a billionaire, i can clear all my debts, live in a big house, do lots of charity. But u're just sitting there thinking if i were to.. or if i can.. or if i... do u think miracle will fall upon u just like that? :(

So, i think everyone should stop thinking about fantasy!
but think big.. and come with actions to produce results... :)

Aww..
Back to Seremban is the best..
Fresh air, and comfortable enviroment..
meaning SLACKING MOMENT BEGINS

i wonder what i want.
a place for me to enjoy, slack my work, but end up doing ntg.
OR
a place for me to NOT SO ENJOY, NOT SLACKING, and i finish my work. study!!

i don't understand myself..
hehe..

Mood is getting better.
Don't worry friends.
Shall forgive them like how God forgive me whenever i did something wrong

I LOVE YOU GOD!!

Live and lie no more!

Life is just full of lies!
Its Just So Fake!

i don't want to comment anything.
you know what u're doing,
i don't even want to interfere anything bout ur life..
but can't u just tell the truth.

u fool the ppl around u,
or u're just fooling urself instead.
i don't get u.

your lies were perfect
if i didn't know about the truth,
i would have believe in you
whenever u say, i believe.

Since u plan to lie in the first place,
so don't think i will treat u as before.

as u always plan a story in ur mind before telling..
lying to me and the ppl around you
now, i hate ppl who lies