Diary for the Last Day of 2009

2009 is coming to an end(in few mins time). and 2010 is waiting anxiously... i believe, many things are gonna change in 2010! we might be going to oversea, in fact some of us are already in oversea now! :D getting new friends, entering college or university, and more..


For me, 2009 is a good year.. It is the year that i enter Taylors, my first choice college.. meeting new classmates, new faces, and little phobia in the first few days! still remember crying for 4 times in one night :P some of u might say, LIEW PEI YEE so soft one meh? hahhaa.. yes, i am.. no more thick skin.. cuz my skin very smooth now! hahha... *sorry, crapping again*
So, i'm in my room alone.. Parents is watching tv. i'm sitting in front of the laptop. seems we don't really get excited bout 2010!! haha. Sorry 2010... we don't celebrate New Year. :P :P

Throughout the year, i've learnt so many things.. the most important is the philosophy of life which i've experienced! sounds so deep! hahaha.. i learnt how to do more house chores, be more hardworking in my studies, learn to understand my parents, tolerate with friends, and the most is enjoy being a christian!! hahaha.. :D
i took almost 1 year to click with my church friends.. :P slowly, we're close to each other already.. we spent time together in Slumber Camp, sketch practice on Christmas eve in the church, Carolling on christmas day, Youth Party and even the photo taking in the car (on the way to PD for carolling).. hahaha.. that's awesome!! :D :D

In this coming 2010, i believe i'm gonna close this chapter of my life with a sweet and memorable ending.. and start a new chapter of my life again.. this new chapter is gonna be a long long one cuz i'm going to step into University life around Sept, and i'm hoping for a good one! yeay!!

There're so many suggestion from those aunties.. hmm.. make me wondering whether i make a good choice for my future.. some said, being a doctor is like a no-time-job.. working like a dog.. u have to sacrifice time, and bla bla bla... makes me feel so bad and sad.. and some said.. its good to be a doctor.. u can earn so much money...

a doctor who only earns much money is my not my dream... but a doctor with passion in this career, and willingly help ppl.. and sometimes i was thinking why until this point of my life only i start to doubt with my own decision.. why not earlier..?? i've taken the road which almost come to a no turning back.. and some ppl said.. why do u need to worry so much bout that?? Finish your A levels first only u decide.. but a person without a dream to achieve will not get motivated in studies..

i've thought of it many nights.. decided to move on.. God knows wad's the best for me.. Things will somehow work in me.. :D Praise the Lord, Amen!

Till then, good night everybody.. Have a blessed 2010!!

Slumber Camp 18.12.09 - 19.12.09

Am actually very tired since the day i come back from Church Camp! :)
Still... i wanna write about the Slumber Camp... :D i don't want any of my moment spent to be wiped off from my brain!! not even a single thing!!

So, registration started at 9am.. started with ice-breaking.. We introduced our names, followed by the game passing ball around and u gotta say the name of the person sitting opposite u, Mafia, "No Leg-No Arms-Blind", and another one i name it as blanket game, which both teams has to send one rep sitting in front of the blanket.. when the blanket is let go, who say the name first will win.. and the lose ones will have to go to the opposite team.. I find this really interesting because 3 of my cousins are triplets.. it was so funny to see them memorising their names.. Amanda, Adele and Andrea.. :D The "Chicken Dance" and another dance(forgot wad's the name) was hilarious!!.. :D :D playing Net Ball at lake garden was really fun!! :) In my team, Colleen is only sportswomen.. and the rest are not actively involve in sports.. playing net ball under the rain was fun.. never did that before because school teachers don't allow us to play under the rain.. After dinner, we watched Drumline,a very interesting movie!.. Lareina bought so much snacks! Jason's nougats was Prisca's favourite of the day! :D After movie, some of us went down to the hospitality room for supper.. we can't finish the 2 big bags of Roti Canai.. hmmm~ Then, we played poker cards.. . i really have no idea bout the name.. :P bad memory power... i was so lucky that i got the King card in the first round.. i remember Jonathan and Weng Ern got picked by me to dance "Chicken Dance".. we were laughing our lungs out when the King card holder asked for something, like smelling hair and say that person is pretty, smelling each others toes, doing the titanic pose, running around the church, cat walk, the second dance, and more!! hahaa.... awesome awesome...!! :D the others play Wii.. at the end, everybody got addicted to Wii!! :D We slept at almost 2am..

The next day, we woke up at 6.30am for morning exercise.. we had devotion.. girls talk and boys talk in the hospitality room.. children's party was really fun.. worship was so cool!! :D i learned so many new songs!! wohooo... the games especially the fashion show or i should say modelling.. :D the children were divided into 3 groups.. each group has to use newspaper to make clothes.. its all about creativity.. the children had so much fun during the Christmas Party!! :) Then, we had career talk bout being a doctor, nurse, engineer, teacher, banking and finance, and the right attitude when we're working.. Someone fart so naturally!! Prisca, Anna, Lydia Yap and me was actually trying very hard not to laugh out loud because we gotta respect the one talking in front.. but that was so funny!!! :D Aunty Foong Yi taught us how to make bracelet as souvenir for ourself.. but i end up doing a key chain.. :) and aunty gave me another bracelet since i can't do it.. she made it extra.. :D :D :D We had our last meal at the hospitality room.. while eating, Prisca whispered to Anna and both of them laughed so much!! at first i was so blur that i don't know why they were laughing.. then, Anna suddenly say "berkentut".. then, four of us have non stop laughing.. i can even feel the muscle in my stomach is aching...!! hahahha.. The food was so much until we can't even finish it.. so, some of us took some home..

i really had fun during the Slumber Camp.. i thought it will be a bored ones.. but it was all opposite as wad i thought!!

怡锦，

这是为你而写的！ ：）

即将离开马来西亚的你，
飞往美国读书的你，
我为你感到非常的开心，
因为你终于能往你的目标迈向，
而且还是很大步地迈进成功之路！

我会很想你这个好友。。

就送你几句名言：

• 辛苦一阵子，幸福一辈子
• 成功不是随随便便的，是有方法的！
• What matter most is how you see yourself!

李怡锦！！ 加油，加油，加油！！ ：）

:D

OMG!!!! SPM is OVER!!! hahaha... meaning i can go crazy with my RC juniors again!! GOSH

went out with Ching, Kang and Kee today. :) Seremban is so small.. not to mention Jusco. EVEN SMALLER!! we met so many of our friends in Jusco! haha. We're in a Small Small World! :D

My room is messy again! i'm so lazy to clean it... aikz...
I need to start my work already... 4 weeks doesn't seem enough for me! GOSH! how how how?!??! :(

i'm pretty busy this week which i actually thought of starting my work.. having dental appointment tmr, lunch at Station 1 with mom! heehee..
Wednesday-outing with Jeane, Yan and more.. :)
Friday to Saturday - church camp
Sunday-practice for carolling in church!

Thank God for keeping me busy.. so that i won't stay at home and busy looking for food which is equal to gaining weight! hahaha.. :P

hey..
i'm writing in words in this post! :)

Friday

-Went to KLCC - Isetan for shopping..
-Bought 6 items(blouse, skirt, and pants).
-Shop till 5pm.
-Went to my hostel at Subang, shifted my bed and did some cleaning at my room
-Dinner with family at Windmill, Sunway.. :)

Saturday

Ching Yan came to my house today.. as usual, the crazy, innocent, and not-so-pro in computer girl! hahaha.. :) her msn is like her.!! gone mad already! can't even sign in. tried to re-install the msn, but failed.. emails, burn cds... hahaha.. *am not allowed to write in detailed bout this, cuz she'll mad at me!* haha... ;P
I had a wonderful dinner today... it taste so good. and i don't need to wash dishes because the temporary maid is here.. i'm happy! heehee

Oh yeah!! my art work.. it turned out beautifully! :) :) *claps* *ahem*
Ching Yan was saying "Pei Yee, you doing this?! " -with unbelievable expressions-
you see!! my friend underestimate me!! haha... :D
Btw, she painted the seahorse and the turtle! she's lazy to mix the colour.. and that doesn't look like the sample!
pictures has already uploaded in the previous post!

hmmm... have to sleep now!! gotta wake up for church tmr..
bye bye, good night friends!!

*gotta start my college work already!! T.T*
*excited for the outings with friends next week.. going to Green Box for 2 days in a week, dinner with friends! :) *

yeahhh!! My Art Work Is DONE!!

Sandra....

Sandra is going for shopping all day long tomorrow! :) wheeee!!! XD XD

Sandra hopes there's a vacation with family soon!! :)

Sandra hopes more outing with friends.. GreenBox!! :)
-tuesday on! with Ching and Kang! hahahha... yeahoooo...
-more to come with Ching Yan they all..
-not to forget.. my beloved Ze Ze and Gi Gi! hahhaa...

Sandra wants everything to get settled before 3rd semester starts!
-Maths trial past years.
-Chemistry past years
-Biology test on coordination and control..
= is the 5 weeks really enough for this??? i wonder... haha.. =

Sandra needs to colour the moulds.. :)

Sandra can't wait for Dixie, Jin and Yan to come over to my house for slumber camp!!

Sandra can't wait for christmas!! :) Carolling!!! :) Slumber Camp!! wow... :D :D

Sandra can't wait for New Year! :) New resolution!! :)

Sandra exercises everyday.. :) want to be more healthy-looking ! :P

Sandra can't wait to talk to Yi Jin bout her stuffs!! :) :)

Hi Ppl! :)
there's nothing special to blog this few days..! just normal routine. wake up, exercise, breakfast, bathe, online, afternoon nap, eat, bath and sleep! hahaha.. :)
are u guys eager to know what i did this few days?? ehemm... :) :)

hmm.. went to watch New Moon on tuesday.. hmm~ personally, this series did not amaze me. i think its because of the storyline of the movie is a little bored and simple..
On that day itself, i also did moulding.. Luckily they turned out nicely.. :)
so now, i need to put in more effort on colouring. :P

TA-DA!!
My mini tiny Christmas tree of the year 2009

This is the first Christmas Tree in my house!! mini tree!~ :) isn't it nice??.. can u see there're presents under the tree..?? 2 of them are mine!! ngek ngek ngek.. my christmas present.. i'm lovin it!! :)
i hope i can use it nowww!! but have to wait until 25th December.. ish ish.. :)

加油吧， 怡锦！

做人难，有心帮却无能为力是难上加难呀！！

我很想帮你啊，怡锦！我很想开解你！可是我真的不知如何。。用何方法！
你是我非常好的朋友，看见你为美国的事情而烦，家里的事情，依依不舍的心情。。

我希望，趁我在放署假的时候。。能开解你多一点！！ ：）

朋友，我会为你加油的！！
盼望你成功的时刻，那时记得与我分享你的成就！！

Small Eye Sandra

Look into my eyes!! hahaha.. :)
can u see my eye?!? :P
this is what i always describe my eyes as straight lines!!
Effect of Final Exam... hahhaa..

Have a great day ahead..
going to Jusco to buy some materials with mom after church tmr!!

Pictures pictures..

Pictures is up at Facebook and blog.. :)
Pictures including Lunch at Take A Break (Subang).Sunway- Nando's. and Taylors Library!

not much description today.. just photos.. A picture tells thousand words








Today is Yoke Ching's Birthday!!.. :) yeahooo....


Ching, this is made from peanuts skin!! hahaha... :P
specially for u. hope u enjoy ur 18th birthday to the max.. see u soon!! .loves.

Pre-update. more to come!!

there're no way to express how tired i am.. Waking up this morning was super duper tired.. i even thought of skipping class..but the possibility for me to skip is almost 0.001%.. supposedly waking up at 6.30am but end up at 6.45am.. this is the first time feeling SO lethargic in the morning after a good night rest!! my eyes were barely open!! T.T just assume u can only see two straight lines (my eyes)! :P btw.. it was all worthwhile.. yesterday was a blast! :P

i would proudly say that the birthday celebration was a success.. *winks*

i noticed something went wrong which is not so good yesterday.. and i'm feeling really sorry bout it.. but i think its good for u though! :P

not forgetting the jokes and moments we spent together last night. pictures and detailed will be updated in the upcoming posts.. more pictures will be uploaded in Facebook.. :)

yesterday was our last class gathering of the year.. i'm gonna miss PM7.. i'm fond with this class even more!.. already forget the bad times we had in the class... *claps* we were brought together even closer compared to last time! i don't want the 6 months ahead to end so fast.. because i will cry!! T.T

i'll wish u on Saturday itself.. :P

and hope u like the 2 suprise i gave u... hahhaa!!

box from my mom and the bracelet from me!

crazy photo takings in the library was damn funny!! thanks to Sheah Yee and Sok Wen, the crime partners.. *this is how they were described in the college magazines*

btw... Happy Birthday My Dearest Sasa!! :) u're LEGAL... i know i told u ample times of Missing you. but i still wanna say it to u! hahhaa...

i look a lil cacat here.. but this is the sweetest picture ever we took in school... see u soon!! :P

HELLO..... :P
Sandra is feeling Happy today...!!! :)
Holiday starts in 2 days time! i've started to plan my holiday few days ago!!
i wanna do art work!! don't underestimate my ability..! :P i know some of u do.. especially my sec classmates!!! heehee *don't forget i'm the one who give useful comment okay! haha.. *
i gotta go to Jusco and buy materials!! if it turn out to be a nice handmade art work, i'll upload it in my blog!!.. but no guarantee.. :P

Class ends at 12pm today, i'm so in love with the Wednesday time table.. haha.. :)
btw, i'm looking forward for tomorrow's class gathering!! its the last gathering before holiday starts! :'( will be missing classmates really really soon..

Fav song! :)

品冠-比想像更想你

下了飛機　不久又要登機
同一樣的行李　呼吸不一樣的空氣
有時候 只知道你現在 在哪裡
卻忘記 我自己的目的地

謝天謝地　屏幕很有心思
縮小天地距離　隨著指尖撫摸千里
提醒我　遠近的城市連在一起
就像你　好快就和我在一起

我發現　比想像更想你
比愛你更愛你　多得這些分離
流離是為了夢想　夢想最想到的終站
原來是你　為了建立
我們的天地　我遊走天和地
我看盡煙和雲　卻只能看到你
你在享受著陽光　我的陰天也就晴朗
多麼神奇　多愛你才有這默契

飛來飛去　程序都已熟悉
一提取了行李　與你又接近一毫厘
我開始 喜歡看板庸俗的字體
也覺得 海關比海洋美麗

我愛呼吸　機艙裡的空氣
因為再飛一程　就會聞到你的氣息
因為你　美醜已沒定義
只要與你有關　一切都已經沒關係

天涯海角　大不過我倆小天地

i don't like lame ppl~

hmm. Just clicking on friend's blog and i found something really stupid...

Some random people wrote some lame stuff at ppl's comment box. wad the hell.. it show his/her stupidity and lame-ness!!~ such a shameful human beings u are.. haha! mind ur words when u're at ppl's blog.. GET A LIFE!!!

I did nothing today. sigh..!!
My books are still in my bag.. meaning i didn't do any of my homework and revision yet..

i thought of writing something interesting today :)

yes! u're smart~~ haha... for this, i'll grant you something.. ta da!!! :)
ehem.. ehem.. :P
What is love? according to Wikipedia, love is any of a number of emotions related to a sense of strong affection and attachment. So, wad's ur opinion bout love?
I believe most of the people around my age who are in love, strongly believe in eternal love which i sometimes do agree.. but at the same time i'm not sure whether is that possible or not.. XP

So, let me tell u my story... haha! :)
Few years back, when i was in primary 3. i came to know this guy, A.. he's my new classmate..and things went perfectly normal to me because i don't talk to him much though he's my classmate or i can say.. his presence doesn't really affects me!.. until primary 5, we became deskmate, we talk to each other very often and became good friend. his grandma will hang up and look for me every night, asking for the homework list of the day.

After a year, we're not classmate anymore because his grandma insisted A going to the same class with his cousin. So, me and my classmates missed him a lot.. One day, i decided to write him a letter. (u know, writing letter is a trend during those days. haha).. i wrote him letter, asking him how's life in his new class. is he feeling happy.. etc... i wrote this just to concern bout him.. nothing much..

I was in shock when wrote back to me.. He said he likes me.. what in a world..!! i was a little scared and wondering... WHY. me. ?? A was so very popular that most of girls in my school will go crazy bout him. so i just assume he's joking.. :P After some time, i notice i like him.. haha.. we trade letters.. i will always pass by his class (i was the monitor.. so i got the advantage! hehe.. ) when my class teacher ask me to take something from the office until his teacher notice me giving some sort of signals to him! *shy* At that moment, i thought A will be with me forever.. ^^, *how innocent and u know i got influenced by the TV dramas.. =.='* Another hand, i doubt i really like him! haha... because i was too young to know bout love at that age! haha..

Back to my story..
After stepping out of primary school life, i went to Puteri (a girl school) and he went to US for studies because his parents are working there.. we were apart then.. so i thought everything is over. and i get back to my own life again.. :)
A year later (form 2).. he came back to Malaysia because he couldn't stand the weather there.. gosh. everything started again.. i thought we are just friends at first.. but my cousin brother showed me a confession letter wrote by a girl for A. mentioning still liking the girl studying from Puteri.. obviously the only girl he knows from Puteri is me. i was a bit hyped at that moment! couldn't really concerntrate on wad my tuition teacher was teaching.. XP
We were very good to each other.. and he wrote me letter again! :) when i was replying to his letter at a particular night, one of my tuition mate call me and say "A wants to break up with you because he found another girl." i was heart broken.. and i tear the letter.. T.T i didn't want to talk talk to him.. This last for quite some time and i finally healed... :) What is really sad is that i found out the girl lied to me because she wants to be with A.. but everything was too late.. A said i hurt him deeply. which i felt so sorry to him.. i told him wad happened after some time where we don't feel awkward seeing each other anymore. He was asking me why i didn't tell him the incident at that moment..

Because i trust my friend... and i almost loss him as my friend..
So, PPL!! U HAVE TO TRUST THE ONE U LOVE!!! DON'T DOUBT ON HIM/HER!

Thank god, we're still friend. and he's doing well with his gf now in US! :)
So yeah, this is my very first and very early puppy love! its just a synopsis!
though it seems a bit weird because this happen during my young age.. but it can be a very good lesson for me in future! haha..

and do u guys find it interesting reading it? XD
am tired..
So, Good Night friends..
its 1.31am now.. and i have to start doing my work tmr!! BYE BYE!!!

Currently listening to Air Supply - Goodbye

its a sad song actually.. but i like the rhythm and the music.. :)
i like sentimental song.. especially the chorus :

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but goodbye...

Hey people, its me again! :)

i'm back in Seremban.. and feeling hyper! ngek ngek ngek... okay! i am feeling such because i managed to do my maths yesterday night!! hahaha.. OMGosh~ :) though i didn't finish it.. but i did 90% of it and i got those answers correctly!!! yes!!!!!!!!!!! XD

Today is Thursday.. :)
i like today because i feel so peaceful, worry-less and satisfied in my life *bear in mind.. AS is over!!!! XD Feeling happy in class is the most important thing. nothing gets me annoyed! good news for me! :)
i came home around 10.30pm which i actually leave Subang at 8.30pm , as u all know (if u read my older post) it takes 45 mins - 60 mins to reach Seremban. but it took 120 mins (2 hrs) today.. just imagine the bad traffic.. *my bro use the emergency lane, wad if he doesn't! haha...* Tomorrow is public holiday, everybody is rushing back to their hometown.. and that's why i was caught in traffic jam.. Gee... :@ After reaching home, i have my dinner (actually supper cuz its 11pm already), watch tv with mom until 12am then only go and bath..

btw, my toe hit the working table when i was about to bath.. it bleeds terribly and the skin peeled off!! T.T It bleeds for the second time cuz i accidentally kicked on my bag when i plug in the laptop charger.. T.T *cries* and the third time hitting the floor.. thank god its just plasma fluid this time.. =,=''

*Pray for me so that i won't hurt on toe anymore!! i have to wear shoe on Monday for bio practical!*

A2..!!

i have ntg to say
but i want to say

wad to say?....

let's see wad to do during weekend.. though today is just Wednesday, but i will be going back to Seremban tmr as Friday is public holiday. how nice, i can spend one more day in Seremban. My comfy bed.! ahahaha... XD XD

i will be like this cat if i still can't catch up with new syllabus!! XD

1)Catch up my Maths.. i'm serious!! my brain is freezed during maths period. i can't even complete my homework everyday!! its tough for me.. i don't know how... i got to buck up! alot alot alot seriously!! :(
2)Read up biology - Photosynthesis which i totally forgot wad i've learnt 7 weeks before! having test on it next tuesday.. :( and the control and coordination chapter..

3)Chemistry - die lor.. electrolysis... forgot wad i learnt in form 4... AT LEAST!! i can absorb the Faradays thingy.. calculation. Coulomb = I(amp) x T(secs)

I AM LIKE A FRESHMAN!! HAHAHA... my parents would definately feel upset if i tell them bout this.

I enjoy going to class.. but not the syllabus. and i think i like my classmates again! hahaha.. XP

FULL AGAIN! haha

HEY friends...

i'm very FULL now..

guess what's my next phrase?! :)

Yes Friends.. 100th post! :)

The 100th post in blogspot!!!..
AS Final Exam is finally over. and not very excited with that because i still have another 2 weeks of studies.. how sad right! but everything is back to normal and i'm very happy with it..

Chemistry paper finished at 10am today, classmates who are going to Langkawi was happy to get their luggage and go to the airport.. how nice. i'm supposed to be one of them.. :( wu~~ wu~~ Hope they all enjoy till the max and please don't rain this few days, if not the trip will not be fun.

God has another plan for me... i went out steamboat with my Seremban friend!! XD XD
Its been a while that we didn't chat, laugh, take pictures with each other since the last time we say bye bye.. For some, i didn't see them since after SPM.. how long was it?? hmm.. bout 11 months huh.. Reason of having the gathering is because Dyi Ting is back from Australia.. and i think most of my friends who went today know today is my final day of AS Exam.. they were happy for me. especially Chloe huh!!.. keep feed the dog with Chicken, prawns!! Pictures of the day has already uploaded on Facebook. :)


So, what are those who didn't go Langkawi (ME) supposed to do?? of course go for shopping at Sunway Pyramid right?.. haha.. ^^,
bought a new watch today.. total money spent today around RM 80.. =.= never thought i can use so much today.. my plan was less than RM50!!!!
Wondering if i'm a bad in time management as i didn't really have time to finish and check some of my exam papers, bad in saving money/good in spending money.. XP gosh... i left RM2 in my purse only now!! ...

I feel so released now.. currently don't feel that no books no life. i just wanna get rid of books at this moment!! my mom was asking me why am i having eyebags.. easy said.. cuz of exam lah! haha. i really wanna keep my books out of my sight just a few days. JUST FEW DAYS PLEASE!! and i will be back to A2 stuffs again starting on monday.. i didn't bring home any of my books. Eventually thinking not to bring home my pencil case too, but didn't after thinking twice.

Adrian is coming back from Hong Kong tmr. Dental Appointment tmr. what else? Sleeping whole day tmr.. online-ing whole day. Wao.. niceeeeeeee.. i wanna karaoke with mom tmr. XP
Life will be boring if this is my daily routine for life. hahaha...

Feeling sleepy now.. actually was having headache during dinner with friends. and i think i have sleeping problem during Exam.. like one my classmate! hahhaa.. XD but everything is back to normal now.. i think i can sleep like the normal ME..!! Sleep Sleep and Sleep.. no more worries but the results in January..!!! what to do?? just wait...

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

First Row : Chloe , Jian Li , Dixie , Vanessa

Second Row : Kwai Chan , Ching Yan , Sandra , Jeane

Third Row : Chin Hui , Dyi Ting , Pei Shan , Wai Shee

yeah... :) i've done a collage of my most lovely friends
i miss them like crazy..!!
2 more weeks and i'm done.. my time is all URS!!! and OURS~
this is the 99th post.. wow!! hope our friendship gonna be everlasting.. hehhee..
i'm not going to update any post until the last day of exam..
its because the next post will be the 100th post..
it will be the celebration of finishing AS finals exam and 100th post in blogspot!! hehehe... :) :)

This is also another collage of the people i met in Taylors.. :) except Prasana*i met her since secondary 2... hahaha..

Left with bio paper 2 and chem 1!! JIA YOU... 冲啊！ 冲啊！！

The Man of the House.. Dad's birthday

my eldest brother, Adrian is missing!! he's in Germany now..

i think my dad miss him.. hehe.. XP

in the picture above is Me. Mom. and Alwyn(second bro). and the sitting one is my FATHER!

Its very obvious that my dad is cutting the cake!!

He's the birthday boy. hm.. should say.. Birthday MAN!!

HE IS A MAN~~ wohooo

his birthday is on the 3rd Nov but we chose to celebrate today cuz i'm going back to Subang tmr.. so, choice.. :)

Had dinner at Regent Restaurant today.

the maid is so funny.. she sang and dance while we sing Birthday Song to my dad

she made my dad smiled even wider!! hahaha... XD XD XD

Happy 51th Birthday Daddy

Memories..

Hello guys.. were u guys waiting for my updates?? oh yes.. blog updated!!!
Exam Period.. ntg to blog and dun wanna waste time blogging.
but today.. i must blog bout this.. cuz i'm over excited bout those photos.. haha..
These photos were taken by Sidang Redaksi photographer in the year of 2008 which is the

LAST YEAR OF MY SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE IN

SMK PUTERI, SEREMBAN...

This is My class.. with perasan pot ppl!

Its like heaven when studying with them because..

we play and study at the same time! hehe..

This is my Yellow House marching team.
sad to say. u guys w0n the 1st counting from back. haha.though always get scolding from me.
hope u will remember me always! hahahhaa.. XD XD

Crazy next door friend and RC gang...
my fav hang out place when teacher is not around.

Can u see we're actually posting a chinese word!.. hehe..

Helping the other class to do painting..

actually was hiding from Headmistress... hahaha..

and i think i got free Ice-cream from the class teacher.

RC and Pandu Puteri.

Prefect Retirement day.. yeahoo! no more duty! yesssss..

Pray Hard!!! :)

EVERYBODY!!!!! Please pray for me!!!! :) Finals starting on Thursday...

No careless mistake!! especially in Maths paper!!!! i want A for Maths.. so do Bio and Chem.. SO DESPERATELYYYYYYYYYYYYY......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

friends.. PLEASE PRAY FOR ME ALRIGHT!!!!!!

catch up with u guys next time... LOVE U ALL.. to those who read my blog often!... SAYA SUKA KAMU SEMUA!!! :)

Current Heart Beat Rate : 145/90

Current Heart Beat Rate : 145/90

i feel like i'm way too aggresive compared to the usual me.. i don't know why. whatever i'm doing or i did in the past few hours since i'm back to Seremban. i'm like a Superwoman!! OMGosh!!!!!!!!.. its like.. everything is fast. fast. fasttttttttttttttt!!!!!!!! i'm scared i get heart attack... :( *crazie!. haha* oh yeah.. another thing which i'm very happy.. i'm finished with the 8 hours peer to peer tutoring!! yeahooo!!! hope Yvonne can really do well in her AS Biology. the dead line told by my lecturer is this week (which is supposedly not, but he prefer to be this week. so we just do it..) we did it in 2 days, each 2 hours. and i met my ex-tuition mate. funny incident! haha.. thanks Yvonne.. i feel so bad because i'm like forcing u to listen to me for 4 hours bout biology this week.. but we are able to finish is on time!!!!!! yeahoo! gimme 5!! XD XD XD

Miss Ying Yi came to Taylors today. went to Noodles Station for lunch with her.. Sheah Yee and Su Bin were also with us.. :)

oh yeah.. i was having gastric pain for one hour plus in the car during the journey back to Seremban. i think this is the cause!!!!! cuz i ate quite a lot of this sour skittles!!!!!!!!

this sour skittles really make me sick for almost 2 hours... feel like throwing out when i'm in the car.. so dizzy, and not comfortable.. so i remain silent at most of the time.. GOSH.. u wouldn't want to try that i tell u.. so to those who have past experience of gastric pain.. pls do not eat this!!! if u wanna try how i feel this evening.. go ahead.. i plan to give it to my dog tomorrow morning since i can't take it.. am i bad?! hahha!!! XD XD

GOSH!!! the feeling of being a superwoman come to me again!!!!! :@ arghhh!!!!!!! i'm like competing with the time now.... keep rushing and rushing.. anyway, i think i won't want to stop rushing at this critical moment!!.. AS Finals COMING!!!!!!!!!!!

Biology Test next tuesday.. Chemistry Test next wednesday.. 212X penghunis gathering.. non-stop revision plan.. wowh!!! that drives me crazieeeeeeeeeeee.............!!!!!

wow wow wow.. today is 1.10.2009 already!!! new day of the month.. left 14 days to AS finals! :)

The Stranger

This is very interesting and not the ending I had expected!!!!
A few years after I was born, my Dad met a stranger who was new to our small Texas town. From the beginning, Dad was fascinated with this enchanting newcomer and soon invited him to live with our family. The stranger was quickly accepted and was around from then on.
As I grew up, I never questioned his place in my family. In my young mind, he had a special niche. My parents were complementary instructors: Mom taught me good from evil, and Dad taught me to obey. But the stranger...he was our storyteller. He would keep us spellbound for hours on end with adventures, mysteries and comedies.

If I wanted to know anything about politics, history or science, he always knew the answers about the past, understood the present and even seemed able to predict the future! He took my family to the first major league ball game. He made me laugh, and he made me cry the stranger never stopped talking, but Dad didn't seem to mind..

Sometimes, Mom would get up quietly while the rest of us were shushing each other to listen to what he had to say, and she would go to the kitchen for peace and quiet. (I wonder now if she ever prayed for the stranger to leave.)

Dad ruled our household with certain moral convictions, but the stranger never felt obligated to honor them. Profanity, for example, was not allowed in our home... Not from us, our friends or any visitors. Our longtime visitor, however, got away with four-letter words that burned my ears and made my dad squirm and my mother blush. My Dad didn't permit the liberal use of alcohol. But the stranger encouraged us to try it on a regular Basis. He made cigarettes look cool, cigars manly and pipes distinguished. He talked freely (much too freely!) about sex. His comments were sometimes blatant sometimes suggestive, and generally embarrassing.

I now know that my early concepts about relationships were influenced strongly by the stranger. Time after time, he opposed the values of my parents, yet he was seldom rebuked.... And NEVER asked to leave.

More than fifty years have passed since the stranger moved in with our family. He has blended right in and is not nearly as fascinating as he was at first. Still, if you could walk into my parents' den today, you would still find him sitting over in his corner, waiting for someone to listen to him talk and watch him draw his pictures.

His name?.... .. .

We just call him 'TV.'

He has a wife now....We call her 'Computer.'

i dreamt..

I dreamt something really sweet yesterday.. haha.. i thought it was real! but when i woke up.. everything is gone..

p/s: don't ask me what's the sweet dream. because i will not tell u! :)

我一定要成功！Jangan Main Main.. Don't Play Play.....

or else.. I BITE U! XD

by the way.. if u're looking for motivations in my blog.. :P
i gotta congratz u as u've decided to change ur life..

Being successful is not only bout thinking what u want to be.
i want to be a doctor. i wanna be a millionaire. i wan my first car to be BMW! blablabla... *u are only THINKING!!!.. not DOING!!*

To be who u want to be
u need to act! not only think..
if u have been thinking with no action who u want to be.
stop proceeding to ur dream and become a dreamer.!!

Because
a dream without an act is a failure..

我的人生不只是那麼平凡而已

我的人生不只是那麼平凡而已...
My future is not gonna be that normal.. :) its a direct translation of the chinese words above, but if u understand chinese.. the 8 english words did not carry out the meaning behind the word. In my point of view, it means.. an ambitious person keep going out of limitation, seeking for a better life.. This motivates me.. i feel like there's an energy in this phrase.. :)
i got this phrase from Jin's blog.. its very useful. it will be the motto of my life..

Have been thinking a lot in the past few days including my past and my imaginary future.. :) if i could make my dream a reality, that would be awesome!! i don't want to lead a normal life. i want to go beyond that.. my life, my decision to be or not to be..

i feel like i've not achieved anything yet to make my dream a reality.. Jin said :" Pei Yee, u've only walked 10% so far in order to achieve ur dream.." I think many of u who view my blog knows my ambition is to become a doctor, to be specified. a pediatrics.. i'm studying A levels. not graduate yet. there're so many challenges waiting for me. i need to break through no matter how hard it takes.. For instance, my A levels results, Entry to Medical University, interviews... and more.. these are my main focus at this point.

sounds so boring right? i feel so.. :) but i don't know why.. i really want to achieve my dream..!! simply because i want to lead a different life which i won't be suffering in future.

okay.. have to go back to Subang this Sunday. College starts on Monday. wooooo.. time flies! :( i don't want to go back... trials left 2 weeks plus few days... i still can't believe it, as if i just entered Taylors few days ago... :(
Dad and Mom going to Singapore tomorrow morning.. so i won't be seeing them until the next friday.. :( gonna feed the dog, fetch the temporary maid.. *curi-curi*, and prepare myself breakfast, lunch and dinner.. will be living alone at home. but grandfather is coming tomorrow night around 8.30pm.. i even feel lonely now... :(

Holiday at Home. :)

Good morning everybody.. haha. its 12.55am, 23th Sept Wednesday morning..
Just to tell my fellow friends who read my blog how i gone through 2 weeks break.. i can say. i kinda wasted this 2 weeks break lah. damn sad actually.. i was staying at home.. relaxing. watching tv, online-ing... and do some past years.. SOME ONLY!!!!!!! OMG~~
should blame myself lah.. i'm way too lazy to push myself to do past years and finish ALL the revision.. aih!


But, i enjoyed lah. these pics was taken on monday and tuesday.. (2nd week of holiday)

pee-ing! :)

Then. Tuesday. :)

Dixie is supposed to come over to my house. Due to some REASON! Dixie u know why. hmmp! we took pics together anyway. thanks to the great advanced ICT technology.. Dixie is in the picture with Jin and Me! :)

and we love this picture. :)

GOOD NITE!