i dreamt..

I dreamt something really sweet yesterday.. haha.. i thought it was real! but when i woke up.. everything is gone..

p/s: don't ask me what's the sweet dream. because i will not tell u! :)

我一定要成功！Jangan Main Main.. Don't Play Play.....

or else.. I BITE U! XD

by the way.. if u're looking for motivations in my blog.. :P
i gotta congratz u as u've decided to change ur life..

Being successful is not only bout thinking what u want to be.
i want to be a doctor. i wanna be a millionaire. i wan my first car to be BMW! blablabla... *u are only THINKING!!!.. not DOING!!*

To be who u want to be
u need to act! not only think..
if u have been thinking with no action who u want to be.
stop proceeding to ur dream and become a dreamer.!!

Because
a dream without an act is a failure..

我的人生不只是那麼平凡而已

我的人生不只是那麼平凡而已...
My future is not gonna be that normal.. :) its a direct translation of the chinese words above, but if u understand chinese.. the 8 english words did not carry out the meaning behind the word. In my point of view, it means.. an ambitious person keep going out of limitation, seeking for a better life.. This motivates me.. i feel like there's an energy in this phrase.. :)
i got this phrase from Jin's blog.. its very useful. it will be the motto of my life..

Have been thinking a lot in the past few days including my past and my imaginary future.. :) if i could make my dream a reality, that would be awesome!! i don't want to lead a normal life. i want to go beyond that.. my life, my decision to be or not to be..

i feel like i've not achieved anything yet to make my dream a reality.. Jin said :" Pei Yee, u've only walked 10% so far in order to achieve ur dream.." I think many of u who view my blog knows my ambition is to become a doctor, to be specified. a pediatrics.. i'm studying A levels. not graduate yet. there're so many challenges waiting for me. i need to break through no matter how hard it takes.. For instance, my A levels results, Entry to Medical University, interviews... and more.. these are my main focus at this point.

sounds so boring right? i feel so.. :) but i don't know why.. i really want to achieve my dream..!! simply because i want to lead a different life which i won't be suffering in future.

okay.. have to go back to Subang this Sunday. College starts on Monday. wooooo.. time flies! :( i don't want to go back... trials left 2 weeks plus few days... i still can't believe it, as if i just entered Taylors few days ago... :(
Dad and Mom going to Singapore tomorrow morning.. so i won't be seeing them until the next friday.. :( gonna feed the dog, fetch the temporary maid.. *curi-curi*, and prepare myself breakfast, lunch and dinner.. will be living alone at home. but grandfather is coming tomorrow night around 8.30pm.. i even feel lonely now... :(

Holiday at Home. :)

Good morning everybody.. haha. its 12.55am, 23th Sept Wednesday morning..
Just to tell my fellow friends who read my blog how i gone through 2 weeks break.. i can say. i kinda wasted this 2 weeks break lah. damn sad actually.. i was staying at home.. relaxing. watching tv, online-ing... and do some past years.. SOME ONLY!!!!!!! OMG~~
should blame myself lah.. i'm way too lazy to push myself to do past years and finish ALL the revision.. aih!


But, i enjoyed lah. these pics was taken on monday and tuesday.. (2nd week of holiday)

pee-ing! :)

Then. Tuesday. :)

Dixie is supposed to come over to my house. Due to some REASON! Dixie u know why. hmmp! we took pics together anyway. thanks to the great advanced ICT technology.. Dixie is in the picture with Jin and Me! :)

and we love this picture. :)

GOOD NITE!

Just Too Bad..

Just too bad..
because..
i clicked on something..
and......

i think i have been expecting too much.....
i think i'm over confident in that and it turn out badly.. :(

i have nothing to say. i don't know why it can happen just like this..
perhaps most of the people(referring to some ppl here) is still unaware something has already published/posted up..

time to wake up!! but i thought i have been awake all this time..
How can this happen to me?!!? OMG.. OMG.. OMG..

Sandra is bored with facebook. MSN. and blogspot.

Tuesday, 15.09.09

hmm.. Ntg to talk about today.. Just a normal day. Sitting in front of the laptop.. watched a very funny drama through youtube.. the title is "Housewive's Holiday".. Its a Singapore drama.. i actually watch 8 episodes. and i already knew the ending..Bravo right?!?!? :) I don't have enough time to watch the entire drama.. so i just watch the first 5 and the last 3.. :) this movie is damn funny.. if u have time like me.. having break and plan not to do anything for few days during the holiday.. u can watch it.. one of the leading actress in the drama has the same name as my mom, Shi Mei.. this Shi Mei aunty in the movie speak very funny english.. for instance, her no problem is NO PORBLEM... XD the most funny is at the episode 18.. u guys can watch that.. :)
or. i just write it down here.. :) When the english man brought Alice back to his room, tempting to "wad" her. * u guys know it. don't need to mention*.. Shi Mei and Aiqin so coincidently saw them went into the room.. below are the conversation :
Shi Mei : What are u do-ink?
Man : What's wrong with u?! *anger*
Shi Mei : You.. You.. Youuu want to EAT her ar?!
Man : ohuu! ohh.. NO! i didn't want to eat her..
Shi Mei : Eat ur head lah! ANIMAL!
-hahahhaa..- this is what i can recall. :) u guys must watch that scene. if u're watching from youtube. its at part 4......

while watching Housewive's Holiday.. my long lost contact friend said hi to me in msn.. he told me that he's going to London this thursday to persue his studies there... He is gonna be an architect in few years ahead.. wow~~ all the best.. hope u see this post.. haha.. XD and u will thank me!!! XD

i was looking at the AS final time table just now.. then i wrote down the subjects that i'm taking.. my final starts from 15th Oct - 20th Nov.. after that.. i will be doing the same thing like what i'm doing now.. ~Relaxing!!~ *just for a few days lah daddy.. hehe.. i always feel very guilty when my dad asked me what have i did the whole day at home when he call back from the office..* i brought my HEAVY past years back for this 2 weeks break..!! no choice lah.. 2 weeks break is very long and can be very useful. Moreover, i counted how many days left for final.. 30 days including today.. i'm counting down.. :) tomorrow will be 29 days already! wowowowow... gotta start enjine already..... BROOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM....

Goodnight everybody..See u guys tomorrow!!

The True Existence of Hell

Hey friend. i don't know where my urge came from. i wanted to post these long long article but they are too long.. Anyhow, it is worth seeing this article. spend sometime for god and read it..

Summary:
Hear the eyewitness testimony on the True Existence of Hell.
Mary Katherine Baxter was chosen by God to let the world know of the REALITY of Hell.
Jesus Christ appeared to Mary Baxter on 40 consecutive nights and took Mary on a tour of Hell and Heaven.
She walked, with Jesus, through the horrors of Hell and talked with many people.
Jesus showed her what happens to souls when they die and what happens to the unbelievers and Servants of God who do not obey their calling.

i will send u the articles if u want. write me ur email at the comment box

Sunday.. without god, its Sinday!

Heyyo! :) Its sunday night now.! 10.13pm... BLOGGING TIMEEEE...

As my title goes.. Sunday, Without God, its Sinday.. it goes the same with Mournday, Tearsday, Wasteday, Thirstday, Fightday & Shatterday.. it make sense isn't? i got it from my friend who wrote that in her facebook shoutout.

Currently listening to musics. and thinking what to do before i sleep.. hmm..
arrange the clothes in my wardrobe.. its kinda messy, since i have the time. i do it.. continue with my novel later.. this novel is not very well written i think, because if it is.. i would have finish reading it by now!!!! yeah?.. Nvm, i'll just read it to fill up my FREE time..

Went to church this morning.. the youth planned for an outing.hmm.. i'm not really sure i will be going with them though i have 2 weeks off.. hehe.. bowling sounds a bit bored for me. i don't even know how to play.. :( Then. went to Jusco to buy some grocery with mom.. the driver is mad because someone overtake him and park his supposedly parking.. he was so angry and scolded the one who parked the parking. he eventually horned my mom as a "sign" not to park at HIS parking.. but someone parked it! kekekeke.. Today is a terribly tired day for me.. because i helped my parent to clean the maid's room. since the maid has gone home and not coming back.. my mom made it to a store room. and it looks perfectly neat now... better looking compared to last time. and we had a wonderful dinner because i had potato, chicken chop, fish, salad, and soup... wow~~ Again.. FULL!!! shyt.. i wonder how many days i can be like this before its too late!!! haha.. XD

its too long already. i don't want to make it like an essay for u guys to read it.. :)
So, Good Night everyone..

Saturday, Sept 12, 09

Well, woke up at 8.40am.. hmm. so early right? i don't understand why am i getting up so early? haha!!! :) actually no, the pest control ppl came for servicing.. aih. why so many ppl coming and service this and that in my house. is my house getting older now? haha. sounds funny. the house is getting OLD!! haha.. :) Washing machine spoilt! ppl came and service.. my air cond is like annoying man~ there's water leaking!! SHIT~ noisy shit. how to sleep. luckily its just awhile. but it leaked for twice man~~ when is the repair man gonna come and service my air cond!??!?!? T.T i don't want to listen to water dripping tonight!! i want to have a good night sleep.

As u guys know, i'm having break for 2 weeks.. so i'm wishing "alarm-less" to wake me up this 2 weeks.. i hate alarm!! whenever i can sleep deeply, the alarm started to ring and its like telling me "HEY! wake up and bath.. if u don't want to be late for exam!!!!!" oh yah, my classmate didn't wake up on time.. they didn't take few papers. -so sad right!!!- what to say. i love Alarm and i hate Alarm... *bluekzzzz*

So, i just got my bed sheet changed this morning while chatting with few of my friends. and watching The Ugly Truth online.. actually, i watched this movie yesterday with Fui Yin and Kai San in Sunway.. :) nice movie. but lil dirty. haha. XD its a romantic comedy. hehe. nice.. and i'm currently watching The Final Destination 4 online, waiting to load lah. that's the thing when u dun pay, and u got to wait. :)

Isn't my tweety bed sheet cute? haha.

I want to stop eating lah friend!!!!! hahaha... i think i'm living in a food zone now! XD u didn't get ur eyes wrong. yeah! Its FOOD ZONE which i mentioned! :) wow. i gotta tell u friend, my house is like.. O.O so much of food. mom's cooking is so WOW~ haha. the thing which i gotta think of is.MY WEIGHT. Don't worry. i will control myself, so do my mom. because she said i'm getting ROUND nowadays. do u guys get what i mean? round.. hehe..

ABC soup is superb i tell u guys. haha.. i mean, u put the potato, onion, carrot with chicken/pork bones together and boil.. WOW!!! damn nice wey.. i've finished one bowl of it.. tastyyy. yummy.. deliciousssssss. ahaha! hey hey hey. i just said i wanna stop eating right? this is the Food Zone lah! no matter how i wanna eat accordingly, there will be a force asking me to eat inaccordingly in my house. haha.. :) if u feel like putting on some weight, do visit me in Seremban..

Update update

Trials is finally over. and 2 weeks break for A level students.

Time to buck up! yeahooo~
i'm feeling Hungry RIGHT AT THIS MOMENT..
i can eventually hear my stomach begging for FOOD!!
my throat is not feeling very well this few days.
gotta drink lotz of water. I DON'T WANT TO GET SICK!!!!!
i'm fond with oldies recently.. hehe.. Songs that are sang by Andy Lau, Jacky Cheung, and
MLRT are the songs i listen to this few days..
"Nothing To Lose - MLRT" is very nice!
Although the lyrics is irrelevant to me...

Hold On To Your Dreams

Never let your dreams pass by

for, they are there for u to see

if u focus on ur goals,

you'll be all you're meant to be..

So, nurture them with all your hearts

leave all your doubts behind

and you simply won't believe

the success you then will find..

hmm.. i have no idea bout this post. need to update one because i've abandoned this blog for one week already! and i'm back. BACK??! haha. yeah! back to blogging life.. but not really yet because trials isn't over yet..

Doing maths currently. dunno how to solve the "cute" question!! arghh. blogging while thinking how to solve it.. :)

To those who is my regular blog reader, do u guys feel like saying.. why u take so long to update ur blog?! TRIALS LAH! gotta study wad. if blogging can improve my grades i will blog everyday.. LOL. but NO right? so i got to put it at aside..

Yeah, i've made the blog private before that. i dunno where my intention came from, just feel like making it private.. hehe. but its public now. everyone can see my blog. ntg private lah. as if i have top secrets here.. haha.. :)

Back to Seremban on thursday after Maths paper 6. back to my comfy room.. :) :) :) my engine started to slow down already. if i were in Subang. my speed will not stop. haha. because i find Subang has the study mood and enviroment. coming back to seremban is just like vacation or study break for me. and i eat mom's cooking! haha.. XD

Finished reading a novel. sweet. haha.. i longed to read them... read till 3am then continue this afternoon.. wow~~ :) such a romantic story! hehe..

hey, I have no idea what to write already!!!!! haha.. XD XD wait lah. not in the blogging mood. just to say hi to all of u. i'm still alive though its exam week..

Adios friend..

Sandra