Currently writing this in a 80% stress mode!! why stress? yesterday was guilty and today's feeling stress up. I have so much to do but yet so little time.
I realized that i have not been managing my time properly, yes.. very not organized, feeling so messy now... thought of hiding myself somewhere so that i would stop thinking and doing what i'm supposed to do.
There's so many things in front of my eyes, yet i can't make it done. I don't know which should i put in my first priority, which should i make it last.. They are equally important!! *Sigh*
I need an energy and a motivator booster. Life in sem 2 is not that easy as i thought.. i used to think if i can manage my time properly, do everything according to plan, think positively. and i shall be fine.
But no, i didn't follow the plan but out of the plan. Until recently or TODAY!! i feel the pain, i feel the urge to change because i am pressured! i found out what i've been doing for the past 1.5 months was just chilling and relaxing. I'm feeling pressured now, which i think it should be good because it pushes me to work harder in my academic performances.
I CAN'T FAIL MY SEM 2!!! I need to pass!!
Not forgetting my walk in Christ. I've been neglecting and didn't put it in first priority.. I'm feeling very guilty, yet i cannot forget my studies.
I have my studies to take care of, I have my responsibility in my club..
Should i hang on with my bible study to breath? I am afraid i can't take it any longer. I need to pass my sem 2!!!
What should i do?
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