Me is Back! :)

Hey, Im back! :)

Well.. its really been awhile since i updated my blog here.
Life has been real busy nowadays especially when i started clinical school since March 2013. There is so much to catch up as Im just an average student in my batch.
There are alot of things I would like to share here. *winks*

Im in Psychiatry posting currently, so yeap. For the non-medic friends, psychiatry is a field in medicine where patients suffered mental illness, emotional disturbance, or abnormal behaviors. I've visited the ward a few times and really feel the in-ward patients are really pitiful at the same time i was feeling scared by looking at them from the glass room.
Well, patient do not choose to be sick nor destined to be staying in the hospital. We as future doctors should really work hard to treat them!

I volunteered in a community project organized by my uni.
I donated blood for the 3rd time in my life! Im really liking it because i feel at least i can help more ppl in this way. No longer feeling afraid if i were asked to donate blood 3 months later. :) But what was a little depressing is my BP is 140/90!! My BP has been high few months ago, and i thought i brought it down.. Guess my family history and diet is playing a very significant role here. I really need to do something in my life, I want to stay healthy instead of popping in hypertensive pills and diabetic pills when i got older. :(

So, I was in-charged of the stress booth as people in the society is getting depressed and stress in life. Such a coincident with my current posting. So psychiatry!! haha.. Actually i wasn't really happy at first because i won't be able to take BP, blood glucose for people. Instead i am just there to see people filling up the form. thats it. But guess what, things turn out to be really interesting and meaningful for me by just asking them to fill in the form and talk to them a little.
God is great! :) He sent angels to answer my queries in my daily life.. Be it relationship problem, studies, and also my medical selective. All my questions were answered! :)
About relationship matters, yes.. I think I have to let go and be neutral.
One lady told me.. Girl, whats important is your studies now. Sometimes when God says He will give you, you take it. If He says He's not giving you. Don't force. You will have a better one. :)
Every sentence that came out from her mouth really hit my heart. I feel very touched at that moment, because i know it is God who wants to clear up my mind and heart.
Besides, it was also my medical selective matters. I can't decide where to do my attachment. So this lady who is our uni part-timer who is in charged of student's medical attachment came to me to do this stress scale. She told me i should go out and have some exposure, and Singapore is really a good opportunity to learn! besides, she told me there's a programme call the student mobility funding. *not sure about the name* that i can apply to get subsidized! :) Although money is not really a big issue, but living cost in Singapore can be a pain because i will be staying there for a month. As i was comparing i won't need to spend alot of money if i have my attachment in Malaysia. But i think i need some different exposure in medical field.

Yeap, and i went to my primary school friend wedding yesterday. It was a great meet up! God works in me again. He knows im thinking who can go with me and send me there as my eldest bro is going to China today so my family wanted to have dinner together. Since i promised to attend his wedding, i have to keep my promise. Dad will have to send me to his house because im not familiar with the road. One of my primary school friend called and said she can send me from my house. Praise The Lord! <3 br="" nbsp="">

I cut my hair.. its really short and i feel im no longer photogenic. I don't really want to take picture nowadays. I seriously feel lack of confidence in terms of my appearance. oh dear.. i know i shouldn't think that way. But i really wish to be a pretty as i was when i had long hair.
For now, i don't even bother looking at the mirror because i know i won't look good. SIGH