Being Happy Is the Most Important Thing In The World!

i dunno why... i feel happy right now!!! XD Though there're a lot of thing to think of.. to sad of.. to worry of.. but i'm happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm kinda excited right now.. because something is gonna happen just in 2 days time!.. hahahhaa... :) :) Guo Jing wished me Happy Birthday just now, but today is not my birthday, u're supposed to wish Mr. Kok Happy Birthday!!!! wahahhahahaha... XD XD XD

There's something to be sad of la actually.. Since Ms.Kuek reminded me that Su Bin and Yun Lin has transfered to other class because they can't feel the pressure in PM7.. Many of our classmates OF COURSE do feel sad bout it.. cuz they think that they are not smart or wadever.. :( this is really heartaching actually.. That is how i felt yesterday after going back from College with Prasana at 8pm. i told her i'm sad. its because of this Prasana..

I felt like, i'm not pushing myself enough since they said that they can't feel the pressure.. but i feel so tensed up sometimes.. Sometimes, i just wonder why.. Many ppl see me is like as bright as the sun, but i see myself like a dim star among the brights (a future doctor by right).. i'm not sure what i'm doing right now will bring any further.. to reach my goal in life! if i am to give more pressure on myself, i might just "explode"!! i can't be like them.. ACTUALLY, i understand that everybody has their own style of studying.. i totally UNDERSTAND it.. BUT! what really annoys me is, Why they need to pressure themself so much?! We are just teenagers.. moreover, Study is a passion.. its not about making urself pressure in order to get a good grades on the exam certificate.. if u have the passion, u can just get good grades without making ur life miserable.. To, Su.. since u've changed class.. u can't do anything already.. just continue to create ur own pressured atmosphere at PM5. Don't cry for being too tensed up next time okay? that is what u wanted right???..

Fine.. fine... since nothing can be changed.. forget out it!! :) :)

Today is Mr. Kok's Birthday!!!! XD XD XD XD Otanjou-bi Omedetou

As my title goes, being happy is the most important thing in the world.. i hope the decisions that u guys made will not be a regret...!