wow.. i can actually get excellent grade. hmm :) I felt hard work really paid off this time.
Hmm.. English needs to be improved! yeah. Reader Digest!

Me is Back! :)

Hey, Im back! :)

Well.. its really been awhile since i updated my blog here.
Life has been real busy nowadays especially when i started clinical school since March 2013. There is so much to catch up as Im just an average student in my batch.
There are alot of things I would like to share here. *winks*

Im in Psychiatry posting currently, so yeap. For the non-medic friends, psychiatry is a field in medicine where patients suffered mental illness, emotional disturbance, or abnormal behaviors. I've visited the ward a few times and really feel the in-ward patients are really pitiful at the same time i was feeling scared by looking at them from the glass room.
Well, patient do not choose to be sick nor destined to be staying in the hospital. We as future doctors should really work hard to treat them!

I volunteered in a community project organized by my uni.
I donated blood for the 3rd time in my life! Im really liking it because i feel at least i can help more ppl in this way. No longer feeling afraid if i were asked to donate blood 3 months later. :) But what was a little depressing is my BP is 140/90!! My BP has been high few months ago, and i thought i brought it down.. Guess my family history and diet is playing a very significant role here. I really need to do something in my life, I want to stay healthy instead of popping in hypertensive pills and diabetic pills when i got older. :(

So, I was in-charged of the stress booth as people in the society is getting depressed and stress in life. Such a coincident with my current posting. So psychiatry!! haha.. Actually i wasn't really happy at first because i won't be able to take BP, blood glucose for people. Instead i am just there to see people filling up the form. thats it. But guess what, things turn out to be really interesting and meaningful for me by just asking them to fill in the form and talk to them a little.
God is great! :) He sent angels to answer my queries in my daily life.. Be it relationship problem, studies, and also my medical selective. All my questions were answered! :)
About relationship matters, yes.. I think I have to let go and be neutral.
One lady told me.. Girl, whats important is your studies now. Sometimes when God says He will give you, you take it. If He says He's not giving you. Don't force. You will have a better one. :)
Every sentence that came out from her mouth really hit my heart. I feel very touched at that moment, because i know it is God who wants to clear up my mind and heart.
Besides, it was also my medical selective matters. I can't decide where to do my attachment. So this lady who is our uni part-timer who is in charged of student's medical attachment came to me to do this stress scale. She told me i should go out and have some exposure, and Singapore is really a good opportunity to learn! besides, she told me there's a programme call the student mobility funding. *not sure about the name* that i can apply to get subsidized! :) Although money is not really a big issue, but living cost in Singapore can be a pain because i will be staying there for a month. As i was comparing i won't need to spend alot of money if i have my attachment in Malaysia. But i think i need some different exposure in medical field.

Yeap, and i went to my primary school friend wedding yesterday. It was a great meet up! God works in me again. He knows im thinking who can go with me and send me there as my eldest bro is going to China today so my family wanted to have dinner together. Since i promised to attend his wedding, i have to keep my promise. Dad will have to send me to his house because im not familiar with the road. One of my primary school friend called and said she can send me from my house. Praise The Lord! <3 br="" nbsp="">

I cut my hair.. its really short and i feel im no longer photogenic. I don't really want to take picture nowadays. I seriously feel lack of confidence in terms of my appearance. oh dear.. i know i shouldn't think that way. But i really wish to be a pretty as i was when i had long hair.
For now, i don't even bother looking at the mirror because i know i won't look good. SIGH

拿得起，要放得下

Wake me up.. When September Ends! :)
haha.. its just a song, please dont wake me up at september ends. make sure i'm awake till end of my EOS 5! haha... >.<

Yesterday was Merdeka!! As usual, nothing special.. Its just another day..! lolx
Went to Sri Petaling for dinner.. and came back with a pair of legs and also LRT.. the Bukit Jalil Station was crowded like crazy.. >.<

Sandra is gonna keep upgrading herself..
拿得起，要放得下。是你的就是你的。。。

Good life! :)

Alright!!! Its time for updates again..
Since my last post was May. Should write something from May then..

May


I still remember that time was quite stress up due to summative 4 exam. Everyone seemed quite chill and they said there's no "ohm" for the exam. Well, a student like me don't think so because there's always pressure somewhere either from parents, relatives and also myself. Thank God, result was kinda satisfying..*hooray*!!
Then Ling Chia's 21st birthday! whee.. :)
She loves the surprise. That was my first time planning a surprise for a friend.

June

Cooking month i guess? reason being i was in nutrition and health selective. My group consisting of Chia Wen, Kai Yunn and I actually won the first prize in the cooking competition! yeayyy... 

July

There comes my favorite month!! :) After all the postings and selectives, i went to Hospital KKB for rotation! Oh well, I thank God for such lovely friends around me!

 We are awesome aren't we? :)

 Then TA-DA!!! My birthday celebrations!! hhaha.. :) Thank you so much guys!! <3 br="br">

*Counting* 1, 2, 3, 4, 5.... I had 5 celebrations this year! haha.. Am i like 21years old X 5? hahaha. :P
Feel so blessed with a bunch of good friends, juniors and beloved family! <3 p="p">
August
Good things come and go! sigh..
Sem 5 oh sem 5!!

I used to think sem 5 is such a hard semester to reach and now im here.. should i stop sigh-ing and do something to make myself pass in EOS? haha.. & yeah i should! :)

Well, orientation started yesterday. I joined the first ever event.. aka Ice Breaker.. Uhm.. This year is abit different, its like indoor treasure hunt. So funny looking at all my Streptococcus friends joining the freshie! all the funny names and accent they speak.. LOL.
2 more weeks must hard core d! :) wish me luck!!

Oh My Life! T.T

I have been living in a easy-way-out life this 2 days. Completely 颓废！Promised to study a certain amount of notes but failed. What am i doing. Where did my motivation went!

Feeling weird nowadays, gonna readjust my lifestyle. Chin up and study hard!

I always wonder whether my 6th sense is really accurate, it seems it is.. BUT i always hope its not what i am thinking. Alright, i have to stop thinking because care less will make me Happy! =)

To treat everyone equal without judging them is what i am trying to do now! I miss all my friends suddenly.. I think it is the effect after staying in the room for more than 36 hours! lolx

If you are. I definitely will be.

Maybe i should stop hoping there's something in return..
But i can't seem to control it..
My heart is not obeying..
Everytime when i tell myself to stop,
My heart is hesitating.

Because of u, I've broken my principles..
Are u really the one?
I hope miracle will happen..
I hope i am not the one thinking too much,
Trying not to put so much hope in this.
But can't seem to suppress my feelings.
The more i suppress myself,
it makes me to have more thoughts of you.

I wonder how u actually feel.
But I am ready at this moment.
Just say it and things will change..

But the thing is.. i don't know what's in your mind..

I think the feeling is coming already..
Should I or Should I Not?